I hate you like I love you

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Chapter 19: I hate you like i love you

He punched the walls several times but the pain which is arising within his heart not is not releasing. With passing second, it is crushing him. Her painful sob flashing his mind. How could he do this to her? His heart cursed him for his cruelty but his brain knew the answer. He cannot let anyone know but in front of Di, he pour out everything.

Di please forgive me..I knew i hurt you terribly and more than you..i hurts her, that girl who did so much for me..for my family..I broke her..i broke her trust, Di..

He can't forget the hope in her eyes, that i never leave her but he broke her faith.

He has been holding Di frame with tears rolling down until he felt presence of lavanya behind him. He compose himself and prepare to turn.

Before he make any movement she crushed herself against him.

Lavanya: I missed you Asr..where were you baby? (She said wrapping her arms, pressing herself close to him. His clenched fist in a tight punch..)

HE IS NO ONE.. Her words still ringing in his ears making him realize how deeply he hurt her.

''Asr..Asr..'' She look at him slightly,noticing he is lost somewhere. She pull apart and turn him to face her gaining his attention totally unaware his mind and heart is being captured by Khushi who already touch his heart and soul..

A fear started to engulf her. She held his hand and look at him..

Lavanya: You love me na?

There is a plain silence on other end.

When she doesn't get any reply, her fear turn into her biggest insecurity and it reached at its peak turning into piles of volcano.

Lavanya(Cupping his cheeks): You promised me you always love me.only me...Asr you.. [She paused] Did you and khushi..

Arnav: Shut up Lavanya! I throw that women out of my lives for you and you are doubting my love..Why you are bringing my ex wife between us..She has no place in my life..Ofcourse i love you..(She smiled in relief) Yes i admit there was a time when we are very close to each other but now everything is over. She smiled broadly hearing his confession and hugged him curiously.

There is a steel expression on his face.

Lavanya: That's what i wanted to hear..You are mine..only mine..You know when i saw her kissing you on TV...i felt like ripping her soul..how dare she touch my husband. (He clenched his fist but immediately recovered as lavanya meet his gaze) I get so broken..i thought i lost you..Everyone said you love her but i know my Asr..you only love me..no girl have that capability to melt your heart except me because your heart only beat for me..

Remember how i used to heart your heartbeat! She place her head near his heart to hear his uneven heartbeat. To her astonishment it is not beating the way it should be. He close his eyes and saw her angelic face.

Khushi! He utter her name deep from his heart.

Dhak dhak dkah dhak!

Lavanya smile as she heard his heartbeat and more than that she is happy to know she is the reason of his raised heartbeat.

Khushi woke up immediately as she sense someone is calling her. She look here and there but found no one. She sobbed hardly hugging herself closer to knees.

She clutched the pillow. Her heartbeat began dropping as she replayed the moments shared with him..

I LOVE YOU KHUSHI,..YOU ARE MY BREATHE..MY OXYGEN TO BREATHE..

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