Musicals x Reader One-Shot Book! (Completed!!)

But Dammit (Jared Kleinmen x Fem!Reader)

Requested: Sals_Gal421
Prompt: 365. "You haven't even touched your food. What's going on?"
Info: Can you please do a Jared Kleinman X Female!Reader with prompt number 365, kind of?

Jared feels like he's useless, and he's having a bunch of negative thoughts. (Y/N) notices when he invites her over for dinner. (They start out as just friends.) Also may I propose a prompt?

"Don't act like you've never hated yourself!"

Thank you in advance! 😊
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"Jared.. what's wrong?" I whisper to him, trying to make sure his parents, who are having a conversation, don't hear. He looks up at me with eyes asking what I meant. "Your picking at your food, you've barely eaten anything. What's the matter?"

He shakes his head, saying and meaning nothing. I look back at my plate, sighing slightly and alerting his parents.

"What's wrong dear?" Jared's mom asks. I look up.

"What?- oh nothing. I'm a little tired is all." I explain, laughing slightly awkwardly and not feeling like explaining the real reason.

"Then how about you and Jared go up to his room. You guys can play video games like you always do."

"Sounds great mom. Thanks." Jared says, pushing his chair out as he stands up, and stalking to the stairs. I get up after him and follow in a hurry. Once I reach his room he's at his desk, and I quietly close the door.

"What's the reason your upset."

"I'm not upset." He groans, obviously tired of having to explain himself, and turns his chair to face me.

"You obviously are though!" I tell him sharply. "So what's the matter??"

"Nothing! Jesus fucking Christ (Y/n)! Just drop it for God's sake!" He furiously responds.

"Just tell me! Why is it such a big deal?!"

"Because it's none of your damn business to know what's wrong with me! You don't need to know, because your you and your gonna worry and bother me about my mental issues when I don't want to be!" He yells, making me take a step back. He sighs angrily and turns back to face his desk, his hands resting on his temples. After a long, awkward silence he responds with, "don't act like you've never hated yourself before.."

"I hate myself more then anyone else in the world, Jared." I respond quietly. "But dammit, I know for a fact that I love you more then anyone else in the world. I don't know if care, so I'm going to let you cool off. I'll see you tomorrow Jared."

As I grab my back pack and head towards the door, when I place my hand on the nob, another hand grabs my other. I turn and feel lips on mine. My eyes widen and soon close, melting into Jared's soft and warm lips. When he lets go he looks into my eyes, with his tear-filled ones.

"Im sorry for yelling at you." He whispers, his face inches from mine and his breath hot on my lips.

"I shouldn't have pressured you." I reassure. He sighs and grabs my hands, intertwining our fingers.

"Dammit (Y/n). I love you." He whispers.

"It seems we have some mental things to figure out, but dammit, we can- will figure it out together." I tell him. "I promise you that."

He smiles softly places his lips on mine again, making me smile.

"I love you Jared." I whisper when his lips left mine.

"I love you too, (Y/n)."

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I like this one, but idk how I feel about the ending.

Anyways. Yea bye. Love you guys.

~~Griffon~~