𝐰𝐝𝐰 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬 & 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬

voicemails › z.h.

time and distance tore us apart.

march 25, 2017

"hey babygirl! i just remembered that it's 6:00 am where you are and i'm three hours ahead so you're not awake. oops. i called to say good morning and got scared when you didn't answer, haha. i just want you to know that i miss you a lot and i love you so much. when you wake up, text me or call me if you can, okay? i hope you had wonderful dreams and slept well. i'll talk to you later, beautiful. i love you!"

april 2, 2017

"hey zach! it's, like, what, 3:00 am where you are? with how much you sleep, you're definitely not up! my vacation in paris is almost over, and even though i'm so excited to come home, i'm gonna miss this city so much. you were right, it's so beautiful here. we should definitely buy a home here when we're older. anyway, i'll let you get back to what you're doing. which is probably sleeping, haha. tell daniel i said happy birthday. i hope you have an amazing day and i love you!"

july 19, 2017

"hey beautiful! i miss you like crazy. tour is almost over, almost over! we've been waiting patiently and in return, WE FINALLY GET TO SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN. i'm so excited. i've met so many cool people, seen so many cool places! but, in reality, and this will sound cheesy, they'd be better with you. i love you so much."

september 27, 2017

"zach, i feel so bad. i couldn't be there for your one year anniversary with the band. i'm so sorry. this was just bad timing. you know how much i wanted to be there. i know you're not gonna be completely mad, you're not that type of person. my mom's doing okay, i guess. she's in the hospital bed sleeping right now. i told her that you said you hope she gets better. but i feel so bad not being able to be there for you. i just want you to know i support you so much, and i love you with all my heart."

february 5, 2018

"hey, (y/n)! i just wanted to let you know that i'm not gonna have cell service for the next few days. i'm sorry! it's gonna be terrible, i'm not gonna be able to talk to you! i love you."

february 16, 2018

"zach, who was that? who was that in the one picture of you guys? was she a fan? i'll understand if she's a fan, but i want to know why you guys were holding each other like that."

february 16, 2018, 4:05 pm

"zach, all i'm trying to say is that i was uncomfortable with how she was touching you."
"babygirl, there is nothing to worry about."
"i know, zach, i know. but, please, you're not listening to what i'm saying."
"you're not listening to me!"
"i am listening to you!"
"really? if you were listening to me, you would've known that that girl is nothing, she's just a fan who wanted a picture! if you were listening to me, we wouldn't be arguing right now."
"zach, you're being extremely stubborn and difficult right now."
"oh, i'm being stubborn? i'm the one being difficult? you should hear yourself right now."
"just fucking listen to me and to what i'm saying, zach. maybe if you did, it would get inside your tiny little brain!"
"you know what, i'm not having this conversation right now. we're at dinner and you're making my time unenjoyable."

april 16, 2018

"babygirl, where are you? we're leaving for rehearsals at the venue, i thought you were coming along. where'd you go?"

april 19, 2018

"zach, i'm back in los angeles. i'm sorry, i was just getting homesick. fuck, who am i kidding? you know why i left? i left because i can't stand seeing the sight of you being happier when you talk to fans than when you talk to me. and i'm sorry if i seem 'clingy' or whatever, but that's how i feel. at meet and greets, whenever you talk to fans, you look them in the eye how you looked at me a few months ago. why don't you look at me like that anymore? you seem happier with fans. are you not happy with me? this is how i feel, and if you love me, than you'll take into account."

june 1, 2018

"(y/n), please come back home. i miss you more than ever, i'm sorry. i'm sorry that i made you feel like that. please, just come back home. i want to hold you. when you come back home, i will tell you everything that needs to be told, i don't want to do it over the phone. i want to tell you face to face so you know that i'm telling the truth. just please come back home, i love you."

june 24, 2018

"zach, when will you stop? when will we stop? we can't go on like this. i can't go on like this. i don't think you can go on like this anymore. this isn't love anymore. and it probably never was. it might've been, maybe the first months, but after time, we've grown into a complicated knot of twisted lies and made up stories. i'm sorry, zach. i really do like you, i really thought you were the one. i don't know why i did, i have my entire life ahead of me to find the one for me. but i can't do this anymore, and honestly, i don't want to do this anymore. i feel no motivation to be a commitment to this relationship. and you gave up your part in this relationship when you snuck behind my back with that fan in february. why'd you lie? why'd you say it was nothing. i learned you cheated on me, but then forgave you? what the hell made me decide to do that? you did. you convinced me to want you back. so i let you in. and that is exactly why i say no more this relationship. because you are bad for me, and i need to quit you."

it was now july 17, and i listened to her last voicemail to me for the 23rd time. time and distance tore us apart, and there was nothing we could do about that now.

lol, i'm sorry for all the sad stuff, guys. i seem to be better at writing that for some reason. should i just make sad imagines? would that be best? nah, i won't do that.

i hope you enjoyed this. i had a cute idea for a zach imagine which took me like three days to write. but then i deleted the whole thing and wrote this in an hour. so that's why it's bad.

it's rushed. :)))