Trixie Mattel /City Lights Ain't Got Nothing On Country Lights

Mama Don't Make Me Put On The Dress Again

** I've taken your advice and decided to keep on writing :). So be prepared for mega plot twists, death drops and more of Katya ;) **

Two months had passed since I had moved in with Trixie. Re moving was a lot easier with Trixie's help. I don't ever want to move again. I'm sick of seeing cardboard boxes. Living with a drag queen was hard. Trixie had more beauty products than me. Her wig hair would get in places I never knew it could get. Wine Wednesdays turned in to "Why have we drank so much Wine Wednesdays" and the bedroom we now shared was compact with all different outfits,  shoes, you name it. I was always rummaging around Trixie's closet to find something for myself to wear. She hated that. I always seemed to wear something she wanted. But, it had the upsides. The best side. We were always together. The apartment was always filled with Trixie's laugher and sweet melody's when she played her guitar. We ate dinner together , bonded over cheesy chick flicks and climbed in to bed next to each other night.  I couldn't have it better. I offered to contribute to the rent but Trixie insisted I didn't. She was the sweetest girl. I couldn't thank her enough. 

"Have you seen my-_. Oh. Your wearing it "Trixie said folding her arms in a strop as she looked me up and down. Her face full of makeup and her golden, blonde wig was curled around her shoulders. No clothes on. Just under garments and padding.She tapped her foot impatiently on the cold kitchen floor as she glared in to my back. I was preparing tea in the kitchen. I turned around. I was wearing one of her pink, frilly dresses she wore to preform in . I smiled as I turned around to look at her. Our eyes locked.

"It looks nice doesn't it" I said, trying to hit a nerve. She didn't answer. She began to bit her lip.

"Its really comfortable" I said, running my hands up and down my thighs. She scowled. I knew she wanted to bite back. I loved to tease her. I did a little spin, showing off every inch of the dress on my body.

"I never knew I looked this good in pink, I -_"

"You know what? Just keep it. It looks better on a hairy legged gorilla , like yourself anyway" She spun on her heels and exited the kitchen leaving me with my mouth wide open in shock. I knew she was playing. I looked down at my legs. They are not hairy! Are they?  I followed behind her like a lost lamb. Trixie was stood in the bedroom peering in to the closet looking for something to wear.

"I can't find anything for this stupid gig"She said angrily as she untidily ransacked my whole closet. Huffing and puffing she slammed the closet doors shut.

"If I cant find anything nice to wear. I'm not going!" She dived on to the bed and lay on her front burying her head in to the duvet , she looked like a tennage school girl who couldn't get her own way. I rolled my eyes with a grin.

"Just take the dress" I said , pulling it off over my head and throwing in on top of her, making it land on her head. I looked around and picked up on of her t-shirts she had left on the floor in a crumpled heap. Scrambling in to it , she lifted her head and began to dress herself in the outfit .She looked gorgeous as always. She caught sight of herself in the mirror and began to pose. 

"Thank you" She said as she bounded over to me and hugged me tightly. I rubbed her back,

"Anything for you" I answered . I felt her rub my back in return and we separated.

"Do you have to go" I whined. She pouted her lip.

"I have to , got to get those tips in" She laughed as she looked in to my eyes and twinkled her black eyelashes. I melted everytime.

"Look, I have something really important to tell you. I have good and bad news. I know your going to take it the wrong way and I know I have left it so long to tell you. But , I can't hide it any longer" She began. Oh great, what has she got in store for me today.  I bit the inside of my cheek as I awaited her answer. I hope it isn't really bad news. Maybe she is getting sick and tired of me living here already. I know I can be messy at times but I can change. I sound like a clingy ex boyfriend.

"I'm going on tour!" She said loudly with the biggest smile slapped across her painted face. My heart fell with fright.

"Tour?" I squeaked. Was that the good thing? Or bad? Would that mean she was away from me, miles and miles apart from each other. Being in this house alone?  Where was this tour. I didn't know how to feel. Her smile was so bright and she was so happy. I was proud of her but I was letting my emotions get the best of me. 

"Yeah! With a few other drag queens. I am shook" She said. The excitement filling her eyes as she giddily jumped up and down. Her big, white smile staring back at me. Tour. That really was a big step. 

"When are you going?" I said in a cheery tone when inside I was a little scared.

"That's the bad news" She said, her voice changing tone, making me worry even more.

"Tomorrow night" She said quietly turning away and pre occupying herself by applying lipstick. Tomorrow night! That's so close ! I wont get much time before she leaves.

"That's, uh, very , uh..... Close?" I stammered. 

"I knew you wouldn't take this well" She muttered as she rubbed her lips together , spreading her pink lips evenly.

"I will be alone though" 

"Katya will come and check on you , you can do Wine Wednesday together" Trixie smiled.

"I'm not a pet Trixie, I don't need checking up on." I snarled. She stepped back a little, she never seen me in an irritable mood before. She swallowed hard.

"Or don't then." She sarcastically said. Why am I over reacting? This is a big thing for her. And I am worried about my own feelings? I should be congratulating her. I sighed as I watched Trixie struggling to get her white , stiletto heels on her feet.

"Your right. I'll call Katya to check up on me" I mumbled. Trixie looked up from the floor toward me. Her faced glowed as she heard.

"You don't mind me going? You are a superstar!" She flailed her arms around  wildly in excitement. I love seeing her happy. She deserves it. She worked and works hard to become where she has. She snatched her purse off of the cabinet next to the bed and began to leave the room. I slouched on to the bed, sitting at the bottom with my feet firmly on the floor.

"I have to rush off, my gig starts in an hour and I haven't even left yet. Can I take you car?" She asked. I nodded quickly. She blew me a kiss from the bedroom doorway and scrambled around fixing her belongings together. I heard my keys jingling. 

"I be back tonight. Love you honey" I heard her voice echo down the corridor to me. The front door slammed shut.

"I'll be here" I mumbled quietly. I spaced out and looked at my feet . My mind distracted with thoughts. I didn't like being alone now that I have Trixie. I didn't want her to be miles away. I was so in love with her it hurt.