Trixie Mattel /City Lights Ain't Got Nothing On Country Lights

We Were Only Running Behind

I heard a faint clicking sound. I ignored it. I felt so comfortable. With all the troubles drifted from my mind. I inhaled and exhaled slowly. I hear a thudding sound. I open one of my eyes and look ahead. What the hell was that? The apartment was now bright with the sun escaping through the curtains. The candles were blown out that were alight last night on the table, and the television was still on but muted. I looked at the table. The wine and the glasses were still resting on the table. Oh yeah, Katya is here. I remember coming around. I rubbed my eyes as I kept my head on her lap. Her hand was wrapped around my waist. I turned my head slightly and was looking up at Katya. She was still fast asleep with her head balancing on her arm that was holding her up on the side of the chair. I heard another thud. What is going on ?

"Oh wow." I heard a familiar voice say from the entrance to the living room. Trixie? I turned my head quickly to the voice. Trixie was there , arms folded and a look of thunder upon her face. The same clothes she wore from last night at the club were still upon her body. Her wig was a little messy and her makeup had began to rub off. I couldn't speak . Shouldn't she still be on the tour?

"So you ghost me for the last six hours and then I walk in to this fuckery" She snarled. I propped myself up from Katya's lap.

"Fuckery? What are you insinuating?" I snapped back. She raised her hand and pointed at Katya then me. Katya groaned from behind me.

"The lube is empty" Katya mumbled as she woke from her slumber. I don't want to know what she was dreaming of. I rolled my eyes. Katya stretched and her eyes glanced at Trixie.

"Oh you decided to show up" She said sarcastically. Trixie crossed her arms over her chest and tapped her foot against the floor.

"Wanna explain what's going on here? You fuck me off in the hotel without me explaining things and then go and comfort yourself in my best friend. Is that how you work? What else did you to both do? Fumble around in our bed" Trixie was beginning to get hurtful with her words.

"This isn't about me" I sat myself upright. The sadness had now turned to red anger and rage. I pointed my finger at her.

"You fucking cheated on me." I spat. Her lips curled in disgust as I used that word.

"You cheated on me!" She shouted back. I stood up from the chair quickly. I couldn't break my gaze from her. I cheated? Who the fuck did she think she was playing at! I stomped over to Trixie standing closely in front of her.

"I cheated on you? Where did you pluck that idea from?" I said with anger in my tone. Trixie stepped back a little away from my face. I felt a hand touch my shoulder.

"Guys , please calm down" Said Katya's voice sweetly. She didn't want conflict.

"You know exactly what I am talking about" Trixie  said, her eyes were smudged, her eyeliner was messy. Had she been crying? She looked past me to Katya.

"And looks like you stuck your two pence in to" She said to Katya. My heart raced. Not only was she insulting me but now taking it out on Katya! 

"You think we ..?" Katya manoeuvred herself to my side to look at my expression and laughed in my ear. I giggled slightly as well. She was assuming Katya and I had slept together because of how she found us! Katya was a close friend. I would never be unfaithful to Trixie ! Trixie didn't take that very well. She thought I had been rolling around the hay with Katya. As well as someone else. Her eyes flashed. Her facial expression changed. I had never seen her look so angry. Her teeth clenched together , her eyebrows frowned. She put her hands up in front of me and pushed me backwards in to Katya. Stumbling backward,  Katya caught me in her arms.

"Enough!" Katya shouted. Her voice a little shaken. She stood me up straight but keeping her arm around my waist. My chest hurt a little from where Trixie had shoved me. I rubbed where the pain was. My chest tingled with ache. So did my heart. 

"You need to start putting the pieces together. Because I don't know what the hell is going on" I said in a more quieter tone. I wanted this pain and arguing to end.

"You know exactly what I am talking about. That guy? In the video call? The one you cut me off for? Kissing you and things" She said looking me up and down. That guy? I can't think what guy.....Oh. The guy on the flight! She thought I was cheating on her with the guy on the flight that I was sat next to. My lips stretched in to a wide smile. I bit my lip as I stared back at Trixie. This could go one or two ways.

"That was a random guy on my flight. He didn't speak a word of English and was over friendly. Do you think I would run off with someone else?" I said through a giggle. Trixie's angry and cold expression turned her cheeks a little pink. She wiped her brow in relief.

"You weren't cheating on me ?" She said with a soft voice. I shook my head still with a smile.

"No you stupid girl" I played. Trixie closed her eyes and let out a quiet laugh. My smile soon fell when I remembered her antics.

"And you? Did you enjoy your roll around with your toy boy?" I said with a little playful tone , trying to lighten the mood. Trixie  looked away and looked back to me.

"Listen. I have an explanation for that. He was a fan and the other queens had dared me to do it. It was a bit of fun" Trixie said. I'm not buying it.

"Besides" She added. Before I could speak. She slid her hand down the front of the dress, in to her chest, fiddling around her bra. What is she doing? She pulled her hand out and was holding a handful of cash. What? She laughed loudly as she wafted her face like a fan closing her eyes.

"I did it for the cash, Honey" She played. I didn't know whether to laugh or cry as I gazed at her. Katya laughed loudly from the side of me, she let go of my waist and began to tap Trixie playfully on the arm. Katya fell in to Trixie's arms and they laughed in unison. I found the funny side and chuckled quietly.

"I didn't mean to hurt you. I was going to tell you when I came home,  but when I looked up you were there and my heart fell through the floor. I wasn't expecting you to be standing in front of me. I am so sorry. It was a joke" She said. I didn't want to be a buzzkill and I didn't want to be an over protective and needy, clingy, partner. I smiled as Trixie let go of Katya and she extended her arms to me for a hug. I threw myself in to her, inhaling her scent as I pushed myself hard in to her. She returned the favour and squeezed me tightly . All my emotions went out the window as she swayed back and fourth in each others arms. 

"For the record.." I heard Katya begin. Trixie and I separated and stared back at Katya. She pulled out a cigarette from her handbag, lit it while taking a drag. She looked me up and down.

"If you two ever break up, I'd sleep with you" She said pointing her cigarette at me. She pushed past Trixie and me who's mouths were now on the floor. She waved behind her head as she didn't look back and exited the apartment. Leaving me and a dumbfounded Trixie stood there with no idea what had just happened.