Too Young

Chapter 27:The Inevitable

Its been weeks after we won the competition and the new radio gear was already installed and I already tested it but Lee hasn't yet as he is out of state for now I hope.We already had a celebration using our own money (not the one we won) to set it all up.I've been feeling a bit under the weather after the celebration so I decided to just stay in my room till I feel better but that might take forever as I feel...well like shit.I don't know why at all and it's been bothering me so much that I decided to do something I never really liked,having a diary.

I started writing on my diary when I didn't have anyone to talk to or someone I'm not interested to talk to.Day by day I burned through probably 5 pages per day (mostly they were all rants about something) until I finally ran out of pages."Shit" I said "*sigh* What to do?" I leaned back on my chair staring at the ceiling until I smirked getting that "Eureka" feeling and got up immediately and for the first time in weeks I went out and went to the building I brought Lee to.

I went up to studio and I got my paint,brushes and my lucky apron.I left my studio with all of the stuff I needed and went back to my home using a taxi 'cause there is no way in hell I'm going to walk there carrying lots of paint.I got back and Leah helped me get the paint upstairs "What are these for" Leah said placing down the last of the paint in my room "Just stuff" I said and she shrugged not minding my vague answer leaving me alone closing the door.

"Let it begin" I said and I spent the next few hours or so painting my room into the color I wanted and for the hell of it made a painting on the ceiling.I finished painting and I laid on my bed smiling and looking at the ceiling and admiring what I done with it.The painting on the ceiling was my face but one side was white while the other was black,a yin-yang,darkness and purity,the perfect illustration of a human being.I fell asleep watching the paint dry and I woke up in the afternoon and the time was nearing 5 p.m.

"How long has it been" I said talking to myself "Two?Three?Four weeks?"
"Argh!" I said stuffing myself on my pillow "Nothing from him,no text,no call,absolutely nothing"
"What is he doing there anyways?" I said when suddenly my phone rang and I hoped it was him as well I might've gone a bit insane without hearing his voice and he and I still have a argument to finish about Reflect.It was Lee calling me and I immediately picked it up.

"Sup" Lee said "Apparently the show has been canceled"
"Wait what!?" I said "Where did you get this info?"
"Hold up" he said "Let me just take a screenshot of the website"
"I see it" I said "Damn the director even said it's gonna be canceled"
"Yeah well sucks" he said "Anyways we still have Voltron coming,I think"
"Yeah..." I said "Where are you by the way?"
"Nothing in particular" he said "But let's just say I'm just waiting for something"
"What is it?" I said "Turn on your camera"
"You're always curious eh?" he said "Fine,bask in the glory of the sun!" he said and he turned on his camera and he literally pointed it to the sun.
"A bit literal don't cha think?" I said
"Kek anyways here this is where I am" he said as he showed where he was "A competition for making frappe,kinda sucks I know"
"Holy shit!" I said "The winner's frappe will be placed in all the branches of cafe that participated in this event"
"Oh yeah" he said "Wonder who would win this competition"
"Probably you" I said "I mean you are a coffee addict"
"Yeah but..." he said "These guys live,breathe and drink coffee and these guys are literally drug dealers"
"Drug dealers?" I said smiling but he couldn't see it
"Yeah" he said smiling "Anyways I gotta go,see you in maybe tomorrow?"
"See you" I said and he ended the call and I felt as if my sanity was returned and once I checked my temperature again I was finally normal temperature again so I could finally go outside or something but I didn't want to.There was something that just kept pulling me to my desk and hours later I've already drew several things ranging from portraits to caricature.I went down at 9:00 to eat dinner and it was already prepared.

"Good for you to come down sis" Leah said "How you feeling?"
"Great" I said "Temperature went down back to normal and I'm kinda happy"
"He called?" She said "That's the only reason why you should be happy"
"He did" I said stopping in my tracks "If I can't survive a few weeks without seeing him..."
"Where are you leading this conversation too?" She said
"Do you think..." I said "Do you think he and I can even survive being away from each other?"
"Well..." She said "Just think positive sis,even if you two get separated there is always a chance for both of you to meet.Don't overthink it"
"But.." I said "Overthinking is my thing and you know that.I just know there are hundreds of possible outcomes and most of them are bad"
"Stop acting like robot" She said "Stop analyzing every possible outcome and just live in the moment"
"Live in the moment huh..." I said "What do you mean by that?"
"1 more month" She said "Use that 1 month properly 'cause you don't know your so caught up in the future you forget the present" as soon as she said that my head thoughts had disappeared and they got replaced with ideas to spend time with him as the inevitable is coming and it's only 1 more month"

"God I hate my upcoming birthday" I thought to myself watching tv with Leah "If only this can be avoided,if only"

The End Of Chapter 27