Because of Lauren ✔ Jenzie

30. "I'm not a man."

A/N: There's no 'previously' on this chapter, because there's a POV change. 

So... Kenzie's ig got hacked.

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JOHNNY'S POV:

The waitress brings over the food, placing it on the table.

I grab my two burgers, licking my lips while looking at the deliciousness. I turn my head over to Kenzie, hoping to see her eating.

How could she not eat for five whole days?! Does she not how worried I am about her?!

I wanted to visit her, but I couldn't bring myself to see her. Annie told me she was moping around in her room the whole day, crying over Brandon.

Brandon.

I despise him. He stole Kenzie from me. I lied to Kenzie about Brandon deleting all of the texts he sent me. I read all of them the day I found out he went missing. Not gonna lie, they're pretty dark.

I refuse to turn it over to the police. The only person who knows about the texts- other than me- is Kenzie and I doubt she'll tell anyone.

Why would I want to see Kenzie crying over Brandon? It hurt to know she cares about a guy, that isn't me.

She was now stuffing her face in the burger. She's already eaten half of it, and it's only been about 20 seconds.

I guess that's what you get for starving yourself for a whole five days.

There was sauce on her nose, and all around her mouth. There was some letus stuck to the edge of her mouth, but she didn't seem to notice. She finally realized all of her hunger after not eating for 5 days.

Kenzie's friend 'Jayden' came back with water bottles, she took a look at Kenzie and gasped. "Kenzie! Do you need some napkins?!"

I covered my mouth, trying not to laugh. Hayden and Annie were looking away with disgust and several people in the restaurant were now looking at her. But I didn't mind. She looked cute. The sauce around her mouth made her look like she had a mustache, she looked like a man. But a cute man. God, I love her so much.

What did I just say?!

God, I love her so much.

Maybe I do. If I really think about it, I love everything about her. She has a kind heart, she's forgiven me multiple times. She somehow forgave Lauren after being bullied for 4 years. She looks like a model. She smells like roses, and I can't help but inhale her scent every time I see her.

I keep flirting with her. At first, I thought it was because I was just naturally a player. But now I realize it's because I have feelings for her.

I love Mackenzie Ziegler.

Mackenzie declined Jayden's offer and went back to eating. I chuckled, placing my burger down. "just get him some napkins."

Mackenzie glared at me, she looked so adorable. "I'm not a man."

Hayden and I cleaned up the mess Kenzie left on the table, while Annie refused to look at the hideous sight.

We left the restaurant, and they dropped me off right after Kenzie.

Once I got into my house, I jumped on the couch, thinking.

Do I really love Kenzie?

You already confirmed that you do. Just tell her!

My conscience is back. Fantastic.

I know, I know. You don't like me. But just tell her!

No. I doubt she loves- or even likes me back.

Okay. I'm just saying, you should tell her before she finds out about Brandon's texts.

I'm not going to tell her anything. And she won't find out.

Mkay...

I waited a while, the voice didn't come back into my head. So I drifted off into deep sleep.

A/N: So... they realized they loved each other on the same day!

I'll publish the next chapter the day after tomorrow. I'm sorry for all these short chapters :/

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