NOTICE ME : A Peter Kavinsky Story

In My Feelings

"Camreigh!!!! Sophia yelled from the other end of the hall by the lockers running towards me.

Attacking me with a hug, "Sophia, did you miss me or something?!" I said laughing at her.

"Ugh yes!! I hate art!!! I can't even draw a stick!" She said laughing.

I laughed along with her, "How was Mr. Harris's class? I heard hes tough!" She said being curious.

I didn't know what to say about last period actually, I was still in a daze that Peter had actually initiated a conversation with me and was actually pretending like I existed even if it was just for a fourty minute class it still meant something to me.

"It was okay, I already have homework" I said hoping she wouldn't ask any other questions because I didn't know how to exactly tell her that her brother and I were lab partners and would be for the duration of the year. Meaning he and I would be seeing eachother alot more than me just going over to hang out and drool over him.

We would actually be working on homework and projects together.

"Really? That's stupid! Maybe Peter could help you some how, he has to retake that class. AGAIN!!" she said laughing until she realized what she just said and it made her laugh even more.

"Who am I kidding Peter barely knows his abc's".

I interjected and cut her off before she could insult him anymore, to talk about something else.

When my phone went off, I couldn't help but gasp and squeal when I saw that it was Peter.

Peter:

Here's a random pic of me looking like I'm excited about doing homework, so you can set it as my contact. 😝😜😛

"Who is that?" Sophia asked smiling noticing how excited I was when I looked down at my phone.

"Oh it's just.... just" I said not able to lie to her, "it's PETER!!!!" I gasped with excitement as her face fell.

She gave me a crooked look and I couldn't tell if she was angry or confused.

"Wait why is my brother texting you? He barely knows you exist?" She said making me feel really good about myself. (Sarcasm)

"Geez thanks alot Sophia, that makes me feel awesome!" I said too her who just stood there staring at me.

"Look I'm sorry its wierd you know its wierd too! A party and now all of a sudden your popular or something?" She said sarcastically.

"No, it's not like that..... and it's not wierd to me... it makes me feel good that he's noticing me now..." I replied which it did i have had a crush on Peter since we were kids and the fact he was acknowledging me finally after all of these years friends or not, it made me feel good about myself.

"Yeah, but look how your dressing now and your hair... does it really make you feel good about yourself that you are dumbing yourself down just to dress yourself up for someone like him" she said with complete seriousness to her voice.

I shrugged my shoulders until I thought about it for a moment, I couldn't tell if she was scared I was going to become something other than her silly little friend or if she was really against me even being friends with her brother because she hated him so much.

"Look Soph, just because I dress myself up more now and put effort into myself doesn't make me any less smart! Why can't I be both! Beauty and Brains!" I said coming clean to as why her brother was texting me in the first place.

"Anyways its nothing really he's my Biology partner and will be all year. We have an assignment to turn in tomorrow that's why he gave me his number so chill out okay!" I said with conviction.

She stood there for a moment and then acted like it was no big deal. "Oh... is that all?" Sophia replied as I shook my head giving her a crazy look.

"Its still weird" she laughed as we got on the bus and headed home.

Once I got in the privacy of my own home I decided to send him a picture in return, I probably took ten photos until I found one I actually liked.
It was simple, I had removed the majority of my makeup and changed into something comfortable but I felt genuinely good about myself and that was something I hadn't felt until a few days ago.

Me:

Here Kavinsky! Do the same 😉