Nervous Regrets

1.3K 37 4
                                        

Peter POV:

I couldn't stop myself from tossing and turning the night before I went to my college campus.

Yeah it may have been only to take a photo with my team, and to explore the campus but the reality of me going there and having to stay soon was taking its toll on me.

I thought I was ready for a change but in all reality I was more nervous than ever the closer it got.

In less than a month in a half I would be a million miles from home and my beloved girlfriend and I didn't know how much I wanted Stanford anymore.

My anxiety tonight had only gotten worse, when I decided to call Camreigh so I would have someone to talk to.

But I didn't get an answer I called four times and still nothing so I did what I knew was a mistake, that i knew was wrong but I was just overwhelmed with myself I did it anyway.

I had to get somethings off of my chest but I wish I could have taken it back... I didn't mean to come off in the way I did to Lara Jean, I was just desperate.

 I didn't mean to come off in the way I did to Lara Jean, I was just desperate

Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.

Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.

I immediately regretted confiding in Lara Jean once our conversation ended and I saw Camreigh's beautiful face appear on my lock screen

Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.

I immediately regretted confiding in Lara Jean once our conversation ended and I saw Camreigh's beautiful face appear on my lock screen.... I just wish Lara Jean wouldn't have made matters worse....

NOTICE ME : A Peter Kavinsky StoryWhere stories live. Discover now