NOTICE ME : A Peter Kavinsky Story

Butterflies

As the night grew darker and the weather tempature started to drop, I knew it was almost time to go to Peter's.

I couldn't keep my heart from beating in such a fast pace, as I finished getting ready. Thinking of all the things that were about to happen between Peter and me.

I decided since it was cold, I would wear a pink fuzzy sweater and some black skinny Jeans. Peter seemed to like me in sweaters because he always complimented me in them.

I left my hair down just plain and straight and added little to no makeup on my face. After I sprayed a few squirts of perfume on my neck and wrists, I took one last look in the mirror before finally deciding i was ready.

Holy moly I thought to myself as I descended down the stairs to wait for Peter to pick me up. I was losing my virginity tonight...... I cringed thinking of all the things that could go wrong, but they were quickly foreshadowed by all the things that could go right as well.

Honk! Honk!
Went the sound of Peter's mustang sitting in the driveway waiting for me.

He normally came to the door but I was trying to make the situation with my dad less awkward than it needed be.

"Okay Peter's here!" I said rushing to the door as my father stood up and came closer to me reaching to me for a hug.

"Be safe kid" he said messing up the top of my hair with his hand.

I laughed "I will see ya later!" I gasped shutting the door behind me quickly...
Thank God I avoided anymore safe sex talk with my dad it was just to embarrassing.

I heard Peter whistle which drew my attention back to him. "Hey beautiful got a boyfriend?" He said leaning out the side window of his car, when I went over to give him a kiss.

"Your such a dork!" I said giving him another. "But it's cute right?" He said cocking his head to the side. I giggled again and nodded.

"Come on babe it's cold!" He said reaching from the inside to open my door so I could get in.

He was way more of a gentleman that I had ever thought, he always walked me to the door or opened the door for me.... I had become spoiled to it and I loved every minute of it.

He grabbed my hand and kissed it and laced my fingers with his as he put the car in reverse and backed out of my driveway.

There were a few awkward smiles and small hints of laughter underneath our breaths but you could tell we were both nervous. Which made me feel alot better knowing it wasn't just me.

"You look nice" he said rubbing his fingers on my fuzzy sweater. "I love you in a sweater" he said with a flirty growl sound.

I couldn't help but giggle at him, and return the compliment. He was wearing a grey knitted sweater hoodie, except he had it hanging around his neck instead of over his entire body and over one arm, with a plaid shirt underneath it with buttons.

"You look cute!" I said as he shook his head, "cute huh?" He said darting those precious brown eyes my way smiling really big.

Peter pulled me by the hand til we got to his front door steps and he unlocked the door.

"Mmmm something smells good" I said when he smiled. "It's my mama's chilli!" He said with a cheesy grin it was to adorable.

"Are you hungry?" He asked after sitting his keys down on the table.

I mean I couldn't turn down the best chilli ever, "uh yes!" I said when he went and made us both a bowl.

We awkwardly glanced at one another while we ate smiling when he leaned over across the table from me and put his lips to mine and then released them quick so he could finish his little bit of food.

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A little bit later when I came out of the bathroom from freshening up, he had the fire place burning and hot chocolate sitting in mugs by his big sectional couch.

There was music playing and I could see him dancing to it by himself until he saw me and made me join him.

"There you are come here" he said dancing his way to me enough to grab my arm and pull me into him.

He was being such a big dork, his dancing was always wild and random.

"Come on baby" he said getting me to do some crazy dance he was attempting and failing in a cute way.

He was doing a good job at helping keep my mind off of the obvious.

A slower song came on and he held me tight to his chest humming the words in my ear. It was sweet and romantic, I could feel my butterflies start to flutter the sweeter he got with me, until the song was over.

"You wanna watch something?" He said after he pulled away from me. I glanced at the clock and it was getting closer to midnight. Which made my nerves crazy with wild butterflies fluttering through my body.

"Camreigh?" He said with a laugh, trying to get my attention from being in a thoughtful state.

"What, ? Oh sorry" I mustered a smile "you okay? You seem distracted" he said running his fingers up and down my back.

"Yeah, I'm fine.... just a little..." I said when he cut me off "nervous?" I nodded, when he grabbed me and kissed me on the top of my head.

"Come on let's wait for the ball drop okay?... come cuddle with me and drink cocoa" he said brushing his hand on my face trying to help me relax.

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The countdown started for the New Year ball drop on tv, and Peter and I had already started chanting the numbers down, and taking silly pictures to post online. It was kind of exciting to celebrate a new year with someone you loved I had never had something like this before, it was an amazing feeling.

Peter looked at me and grabbed my hand and twirled me around in the strength of his arms. He was getting excited once the countdown hit single digit numbers he kept repeating the numbers in my ear in a high pitched voice making me giggle until the number hit five, and Peter picked me up and we counted down the numbers together looking at one another.

4,3,2,1...... "Happy New Year!!!!" We both screamed to one another while Ryan Seacrest talked in the background.

Then his lips met mine, while I was still lifted up to his level of height and we kissed our way romantically into the new year.

"I love you Camreigh Brown, Happy New Year baby!" He said pulling his lips away from me to look at me with that smile....

I knew in that moment when his eyes locked with mine I didn't have a reason to be nervous anymore.