NOTICE ME : A Peter Kavinsky Story

You did what?!

Camreigh POV:

There it was, what Peter was so desperately trying to tell me staring right back at me for the whole social networking world to see.

I felt my stomach tie in knots as my eyes got so filled with tears, the picture staring in front of me was blurry. Peter was speaking but it was faint, it was like white noise. My lips quivered uncontrollably when I felt his hand run across the center of my back. That's what I finally got the courage to look up at him. He wasn't stupid, and niether was I. He knew from the moment I looked into his eyes I knew.

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"Camreigh?" He said in a anxious voice. He could see the hurt In my eyes along with every other emotion running through me the more I thought about him and that picture, and her.

"Did you think I wouldn't find out?" I said abruptly as my lips caught the tears that's streamed down my face.
Peter drew his head back and looked at me dumbfounded, which only made it worse. "Find out what....exactly...?" He asked stupidly as my teeth started to grind.

I shook my head with disbelief and held up my phone there was no other way to say it. Peter the only boy I had ever loved, had made me out to be a fool. To look stupid, and that made me even angrier.

"This Peter! This! How could you!? Why? What did I do!? I thought you loved me!?" I spat as I continued to hold up the sickening proof that Peter Kavinsky was a liar and a cheater.

Peter's mouth started to move but nothing was coming out. It must have been true if he couldn't even say anything to even try to defend himself.

"PETER!!!" I yelled breaking his lost train of thought. I could tell there was more to the story by his reaction, but my heart was being tore to shreds and I needed an explanation and fast.

"No, no no!!! Camreigh!!" Peter finally said snapping back into reality. "No! Lara and Jean, me and her, No! It's not like that! I mean it is but its not!" He pleaded only making me even more fustrated and pissy.

"Peter you cheated! Just say so!" I screamed with tears falling. He kept shaking his head and trying to touch me, to get me to stop and listen to him but I didnt even want him near me.

"Yes, I did! But I didn't!" He kept saying which honestly angered me more because he was trying to justify the situation. "Peter I don't care if it was a kiss, or a cuddle session or a sleepover! You got emotionally and physically attracted to someone other than me! At some point in time in the few months you've been away and that is not okay!" I said letting him have it.

"Camreigh No! It was a party! I got drunk! We made out! Maybe groped a little but it was nothing what you think! I'm not dating her! I.. I love you! I am so sorry!" He said beginning to cry his own self.

I was at a loss for words, I trusted Peter and his word but that picture... it said alot more to me and maybe he was denying the truth to himself as well. That maybe both of us had inevitably grown apart even in the tiniest way being all those miles apart.

"I-I gotta go" I said sniffling as I clutched on to my phone and started to get out of the car. I could feel him trying to pull my shirt to get me to stay and talk to him but it was just to much to bear.

"Peter let go, please" I said turning around to look at him just enough to get him to see how seriously upset I was before finally running up my front porch steps and into the house.

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Peter POV:

As I watched Camreigh walk away, I feared that maybe this time it may be for good. Even though I did not get to explain myself the way I had been trying to it still wouldn't measure up to the extreme lengths Lara Jean had made to put it public for the whole world to see.

God how was I so stupid to let her walk away just now! What is wrong with you Peter! You love that girl! I needed to get away from here... I needed to think and give her some space. So I put my car in drive, and drove as fast as I could and dialed Lara Jean's number as I peeled out of Camreigh's driveway.

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Lara Jean && Peter's phone conversation:

"Hey I was just thinking about you Kavinsky" Lara Jean said as she picked up the phone. I sighed heavily and rolled my eyes before blowing up on her.

"Lara Jean what the Fuck is your problem! Why would you post that picture!?" I exclaimed in a furious tone of voice. I heard her giggle quietly but stop before I had the chance to say something else.

"Peter it is just a picture" she said innocently but it's not... I kept thinking to myself shaking my head. "It is a pretty big deal when I have a serious girlfriend Lara Jean." I replied as she sat quietly.

"Peter look. I know it and you know it that the times we have spent together at parties or doing homework or even as a group watching movies that there is some sort of underlying feeling for the other" she said making me stop and think only making the situation all the more worse.

I tried to deny that for awhile now, that Lara Jean and I had a strictly platonic relationship. Hell we've honestly barely been friends but.. somethings that have happened has made me question if it was all accidental or was my heart starting to wander being so distant from my sweet Camreigh.

Stop it Peter shes trying to get in you're head! I said to myself in thought.

"NO LARA JEAN TAKE THE PHOTO DOWN!" I yelled hearing only a click on the other end of the line. She had hung up on me.

God Peter why are you such a disaster...
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