NOTICE ME : A Peter Kavinsky Story

New Years Eve

"I can't wait to see you babe!" Peter said over the phone when we started to hang up.

I giggled at him flirtatiously "me either" I replied when he made that adorable, awkward high pitched laughing sound I thought was so cute.

"I promise tonight is going to be special" he said when my dad called me downstairs.

"Hey, I gotta go... see you in a few hours?" I said imagining that sweet smile going over his face.

"You bet your ass you will!, love you!" He said and I said it back in reply and hung up.

After getting myself back to reality after Peter and I's soapbox I headed downstairs to see what my dad wanted.

"Yeah?" I said when I saw him sitting in his recliner watching football.

"Got any plans tonight?" He asked me just trying to get me to openly admit to the obvious.

I shook my head no "No... not really just watching the ball drop with Peter... " I said when he gave me a stern look.

"Camreigh...." he said when I interrupted him.

"Dad, I appreciate you being an awesome worried parent.. I do but this is my first New years without Sophia, and it just being me and my boyfriend can you trust me to make the right decisions?" I said pleading with him before he even got the chance to say what he wanted to say.

He huffed loudly when he saw the guy make a touch down on the tv and directed his attention to it and yelled.

"It's not you I don't trust" he said but he left the subject alone. Plus he wasn't really good with emotions and talking to women especially teenagers about sex.

"Alright have fun... " he said sounding like he didn't mean it.

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It had been over a week since the subject of Peter going to college was brought up. I think it pained both of us to talk about it right now so we didn't bring it up again.

Part of me was grateful for that but the other part of me was in denial, I knew we would have to talk about it sooner or later with only five months left til he graduated. For now I was glad it was pushed back, so we could enjoy eachother like before.

Tonight was a special night, one I have had anxiety about ever since Peter and I started to get serious. With everyone being gone it seemed to be the perfect opportunity to move forward in our relationship with one another.

It was a mutual descion and after the events of his college acceptance was brought into the picture it seemed to bring us even closer than before.

I was still undeniably scared because I was still a virgin and Peter was not, but it felt good knowing.. it was going to be with someone who cared just as much about me as I did about him.

It was so surreal to think all of these years I wasted in day dreaming of him actually would turn into the relationship I have today, but I'm grateful for it. Peter has brought me out of my shell and showed me I have alot to offer people and I'm glad I could show him the same.

Peter POV:

"Shit!" I said looking over myself in the mirror like a foolish girl.

I don't know why I thought a sweater would make tonight some how different. Maybe I was over thinking the whole situation. Or maybe it was because I was actually going to be having sex with someone that meant something to me and it kind of made me nervous.

I had the night planned out, I hoped it would be romantic enough. I wasn't always good at romance but Cam made me want to try a little harder.

I bought candles, and rose petals and chocolate. Just little things I tried to think of to make it a sweet and memorable night for her.... I know this was a big deal to her, especially since she was a virgin but just because I wasn't didn't make this situation any less nerve wracking.

I had a night in planned instead of August's party, which he was mad about at first but he finally chilled out. Dinner, maybe a movie, lots of cuddling and after the ball dropped tonight at midnight. The both of us will be starting an even bigger part in our relationship I just hope sex didn't make things complicated after, because I have never felt like this for anyone else and I would hate for one night of sex to turn into a rollar coaster of drama.

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Peter K ❤

Wow, I thought to myself when I seen the random snap Peter sent me, basically making fun of me because I always sent him a picture with flowers around my head. It was my favorite filter

BAE ❤💋

That message couldn't have came at a better time, I think we were both secretly stressing over tonight way more than the other would let on.