NOTICE ME : A Peter Kavinsky Story

Hopelessly devoted to you?

Peter POV:

"Come on baby, walk through that door" Peter said to himself  as he sat on the bed in his empty dorm room. He had only been back at Stanford for a short while, but the anticipation was killing him inside. As time passed, since he had first sent Camreigh that message begging her to forgive him enough to follow him back to school he was beginning to lose hope that she would even come at all. After hours of no response Peter couldn't help but glance at the message and re-read it for the umpteenth time to make sure it didn't sound crazy... but how is asking the person you love to travel close to eight hours to prove to you that the two you still have a shot together... Not crazy?  When he looked at his sent message it appeared to have been read, but left without a response but why? Peter started to stress himself out even more so than before wondering why she would just ignore a message he had poured his heart in to.

Camreigh POV (2 hours Prior)

After reading Peter's Facebook message, I became inconsolable as so many emotions swarmed me. My heart started to beat at a more rapid pace so much that felt faint. Could the mistakes between us be as simple as this to just forget and move on? Because the connection the two of us shared. Parts of me felt stupid even ashamed for being so incredibly stupid to try to not even hear his side as I should have. Lara Jean after all had started numerous problems between us in the past, especially after learning her and Peter would soon be at the same school together and I would be hours away. I wiped the tears from my face and stared at his message just letting his words sink in. Peter truly did love me as much if not more than before and I couldn't let this be the last of us. So I without hesitation went to send him a message that I would be there as soon as I could but my phone had other plans. The corner flashed in red as my battery percentage read 3%. "Damnit!" I gasped frustrated at the universes attempt to making sure Peter and I made no contact with each other.  "It's fine! Camreigh! it's totally fine, you just need to find your charger and then send this message to P and everything will be fine!" I kept repeating as I destroyed the house in the process searching high and low for my stupid phone charger until I realized where it was.. "UGH!!! COME ON!" I screamed towards the ceiling, once I realized that my phone charger was still in the backseat of dad's car in my backpack... Now I had no way to reply to Peter or my Dad to ask for the car because he was still gone. As if I needed more time to waste I had to go after the guy I loved before it was too late. I just had to figure out how... or wait for my dad to come walking in through that door after being gone all day. 

Hours passed and there he was smiling i'm guessing he and my uncle's football game had been a good one and it was good to see him happy. That didn't change the fact that my anxiety was through the roof and my worst fear kept devouring me that maybe I was too late... and that Peter had given up. I dashed towards my dad in tears begging and pleading for him to let me use the car, he could barely understand me through the ruckus I was making so he asked me to calm down and sit and explain what was the matter.

"Dad, I-I can't get into all of the details it would take too much time and time that I don't have to waste. Please just trust me, I need to get to Stanford as fast as I can. I need you to trust me that I will be okay and that I will be careful." I pleaded as my dad gave me a worrisome look and shook his head. "that's an awful long drive just to finish a fight" my dad interjected unintentionally being rude, he must have gotten word that Peter and I were having a falling out and most likely from Mrs. Kavinsky but it was always one sided with her. "Dad, I promise you it is more than that. I love Peter and he loves me and we both screwed up in a bad way but we want to fix it! I don't know what you've heard about our situation but I can probably guess from whom you've heard it from. Just trust me dad my phone has been dead for hours and my charger has been in your car, I need to see him please I-" I said rambling on and on when my father finally interrupted me and spoke. "I know whatever is going on is mild compared to what you and Peter feel for one another... I just hate the fact you will be going alone.... I guess I don't mind, I want you to be happy more than anything else in this world baby girl... but I want you to promise me that you will keep constant contact with me the whole drive and charge your phone in the car. You're all I got Camreigh so I need you to be responsible about this!" he said when I wrapped him in a warm hug, I couldn't have asked for such an understanding father as the one I had. I mean it's not everyday you're dad let's you chase after a boy in his vehicle. " I want you to take the emergency credit card for gas and food on the way... but please be careful!" he said repeating it for the ninth time since I had brought it up. With that I grabbed my purse off of the coat rack and shoved his credit card into it and grabbed the car keys from dad's end table next to his recliner and away I went.

Peter POV:

 I laid back on the cover, covering my bed and became consumed in my own thoughts. I had my own self convinced that things between one of the only girls that have ever truly meant anything to me was over and I had my own self to blame. I felt dumbfounded and lost, what kind of world is their without Camreigh in it? How would I even survive without the simple thought of her... I had to think positive, as hard as a task as it seemed to be my heart still had faith in the fact she would come, even if my mind disagreed. As I laid on my pillow and stared at the ceiling above me I felt a tear drop roll down the crease of my eye and I somehow managed to drift off to sleep even if it was the last thing I intended to do, my body as well as my mind was exhausted and needed rest. I held on to Camreigh's presence even in my dreams as I slipped away to a calmer state of mind..... 

Camreigh Message to Peter:

Peter, I can't even fathom what must be running through your mind right now in the absence of me in your life. I'm sorry for the events that have occurred in our relationship to even bring us to feel a sense of doubt in the relationship and feelings we have for one another. I love you just as much as the day you became mine, maybe more so knowing how sweet and kind and dedicated you are to us. P, I'm sorry for the wait but my phone has been dead and my father just got home with the car but im coming! I may be running late but do not doubt that I am coming for you, for us. please wait for me....
Loving you always, Cam ❤