NOTICE ME : A Peter Kavinsky Story

Suspicions

"Your not going anywhere!" Peter said sternly as he pinned me on top of his bed sheet and started to kiss my neck.

I kept giggling because he was torturing me by tickling me in between kisses.

"Peter stop!" I said in between laughs, as I squirmed around trying to free my arms from his grip.

"Not until you tell me that I'm the one that loves you more" he said nuzzling his nose under my ear lobe making goosebumps cover my arms.

"Peter!" I said again in constant laughter until I finally caved.

"Okay, okay! You love me more! You love me more!" I said panting out of breath from fighting him for freedom in the midst of his tickle torture.

He leaned down and put his lips against mine and then layed down on the pillow next to me.

"I'm so tired" he said with a small laugh as he moved me closer to his chest.

"I bet you are, eight hours is a long trip babe. Why don't you take a nap. I'll come back later" I insisted as I tried to get up from the comfort of his arms but he pulled me back in.

"Why don't you just take a nap with me?" He said basically giving me the I didn't have a choice face, not that I wanted to go home anyways.

I smiled and snuggled back into the gap of his arm. After the overwhelming excitement of his mother being happy he was home, amongst the two of us and our constant starve for attention from the other I think a nap would do us some good.

Just as we were close to falling asleep Peter's phone went off.

"Want me to get that?" I asked but he said no in a grumbling voice. "It's probably just Kyle.. I'll text him later" he said peeking my interest and worry.

"Kyle??" I said suspiciously getting worried that he had already said something to Peter about Sophia's abortion before I had the chance to.

"I don't know why he's messaging me, I'll find out later. Dont worry about it babe just go to sleep, with me" he said cutely as he leaned up enough to kiss my forehead and layed back down.

It didn't take long for Peter to fall asleep, which I knew how tired he must have been. I tried but couldn't sleep knowing Kyle was reaching out to Peter about what I had told him....

I knew I should have stayed out of it in the first place or better yet told Peter myself instead of Kyle but I was so afraid of how Peter would react to me with holding a secret like this from him that I never got the courage to bring it up.

It took me a good fifteen minutes to get my mind to stop pondering the terrible thought of Sophia's inevitable secret until I finally fell asleep.

My sleep didn't stop my mind from dreaming of the ultimate way to ruin Peter and I's much needed weekend with lies and secrets.

I jerked myself awake from a sweaty sleep, making myself ease out of the comfort of Peter's embrace to go splash my face with water.

"Camreigh you can't keep doing this to yourself!" I said to myself as I looked in the mirror with water trickling down my face.

I let out a sigh, feeling my heart getting heavier the longer I lied to Peter. When I got back to the room and saw how peaceful he looked I knew I would have to tell him.

I took a seat by his computer desk thinking of ways to tell him without it sounding so badly that i was keeping a secret from him.

But there wasn't any other way to tell him to make it any less painful to hear. I started biting on my thumbnail like I did when I got nervous when Peter's phone went off again.

It didn't affect Peter at all as he continued to lay there snoring softly. Myself on the other hand was letting my curiosity get the best of me....

I kept glancing over at his phone laying on the night stand beside Peter, and coaching myself not to look at it.

I tried to keep my mind off of the text messages by looking around the room and not in the direction of his phone.  My eyes on the other hand kept making their way right back to the black screen of his phone.

"Your not going to be that kind of girlfriend, just leave it alone Camreigh" I said under my breath, trying to convince myself to not give in again, until his phone went off again.

I couldn't take it any longer, I got up and eased my way over to the side of bed where he was laying. I know I shouldn't have, but I couldn't stop myself from snooping.

When I clicked the power button at the top of his iPhone three messages appeared. Two new ones from Kyle and one from Lara Jean.

Now I was aware that Kyle was texting him but I got an uneasy feeling about Lara Jean's intentions by her personal message to my boyfriend.

This wasn't a Facebook message anymore it was his cell phone and I didn't like it.

I was just about to click on Lara Jean's message because the curiosity of her conversation had foreshadowed Kyle's when Peter woke up.

"Babe?" Peter said in his sleepy voice raising up from the bed while I had his phone in my hand.

"Yessssss?" I said turning around trying not to look suspicious.

"What are you doing?" He said wiping his eyes that were still heavy. "Your phone kept going off I was going to put it on silent, I couldn't sleep"

I said with a laugh trying to play it off as nothing when deep down my worry about Peter finding out about Sophia's stupid secret she made me keep was starting to feel like nothing than the overwhelming bad sensation that text from Lara Jean made me feel.

"Come lay back down and snuggle with me Brown" he said in that cute sleepy voice again with a smirk reaching his arms out to me like a child.

It was undeniably adorable so I had to do it. "Okay!" I replied sitting his phone back down and climbing into his arms again.

"I love you babe" he said in a whisper as my head layed on top of his chest, I smiled and repeated it back to him as I watched him drift back off into another deep slumber, I just wish I could tell my thoughts to do the same...