NOTICE ME : A Peter Kavinsky Story

Hypocritical

Camreigh POV:

When I got home I made my way to my bedroom trying to avoid contact with my father, so I wouldn't have to answer any questions as to why I was so upset.

I slammed the door behind me and threw my head into my pillowcase and cried. Why did Sophia even bring me into this, why did Peter have to find out this way....

I had so many regrets about the choices I had made keeping her secret for her the way I had that I had made myself angry with Sophia when in all reality I should have been mad at myself.

I knew the truth would surface sooner or later I just wish it hadn't this way...

After seeing the way Peter's entire attitude changed once he found out I was keeping a secret from him, it made me feel awful.

That look he gave me kept replaying over and over in my head and I wanted nothing more than to rid it from my mind.

I felt awful, and I should have known keeping a secret like this from him about his own sister would cause some conflict between us.

Hopefully the two of us would be able to talk about this because I didn't want another reason for Peter to feel a million miles away from me... especially since he was finally home to be with me again...

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"Peter! why are you so angry with me! It was my choice it is my body!" Sophia yelled at me from the living room as herself, my mother and I all brought the topic to the surface out in the open.

"I just wish you could have trusted me enough to confide in me, I am your big brother" I spat as our mother still sat there in shock as to what to say or feel.
I think she felt the same way, betrayed in a way or even worse considering she was our mother after all.

Sophia studdard her words trying to come up with a believable excuse but she had none. "I'm ashamed of you Sophia Kavinsky!" our mother said as she spoke up for the first time.

Sophia and I turned our direction to her, but I don't think ethier one of us were shocked by her statement. Our mother was a very stern, strict, structured woman who came from a military background. So it came to no surprise that she would feel this way.... especially knowing her own daughter felt she had to hide something so monumentally huge from the family in such a shameful way.

Sophia shook her head before she smarted off.

"This is exactly why I wanted to keep it away from you! Both of you! Your both so judgemental sometimes! I swear I hate Camreigh!" She said which in direct result irritated Peter. Sure he was upset at her, but he still loved her and wasn't going to let her be talked about as if this was all her fault.

"Shutup Sophia! You brought her into this mess!" Peter yelled standing up from his spot on the couch.

Mrs. Kavinsky cocked her head sideways towards Peter and crossed her arms. "Camreigh knew!?" our mother asked when Sophia nodded her head.
Our mother let out a disapproving sigh as she looked at the both of us. When Sophia scoffed out of nowhere.

"We're not friends anymore, so it's whatever!" She replied with a pissy attitude.

I had to step in and say something and I didn't care if I was going to hurt anyone feelings... they weren't going to talk about Cam like this in front of me like it was her fault she didn't have the abortion Sophia did.

"Hey!" I yelled in a deep voice breaking the bickering between the two of them, even making them jump by the harshness of my voice.

"Camriegh wouldn't even have been in this messed up tangled up web of lies if it weren't for you! Yeah maybe she shouldn't have told Kyle, but you know what You should have! What kind of person doesn't even have the respect to tell the father of their baby that they were at least pregnant that's fucked up! Even for you Sophia! The only person you have to be mad at is yourself! Grow up!" I yelled shaking my head fustrated beyond belief.

I grabbed my keys from the counter and my hoodie off the back of the couch and started to leave before my mother yelled for me.

Sophia was in tears, as was my mom but I felt it had to be said. I wasn't sorry for my words, but maybe my delivery could have been better.

"Peter, don't leave angry!" My mom said while my hand was on the knob. I turned around and looked at her then walked over to give her a hug.

"I'll be back.... I think you two need to talk. And I need to apologize to Camreigh..." I said as she nodded.

"I love you guys, I just don't like secrets" I said knowing deep down, not only did I have apologize for being a jerk but for acting so hypocritical.... which meant I had to tell her about what happened between Lara Jean and I.

I just hoped she would be forgiving.... especially knowing how much I do love her and how much I hate that I even did something as hurtful as this.