dear josh,
i can't imagine what's happening right now at home. i don't even know if this will make it back to you, it probably won't. tell jenna that i love her to absolute death (literally) and i'm so so so sorry. tell tyler he's an amazing friend and that i'll miss him so much.
and to you, you're one of the best things that's happened to me and i love you with all my heart. i would kill just to say that one more time to you. to hold you, kiss you.
i'm dreaming of our wedding. what it would be like. it's keeping me here.
i haven't had food in 2 weeks and the water i've gotten is less and less everyday. i'm probably not going to make it and as much as i wanna keep hope, i don't think i can. i love you josh and i hope you can forgive me. i'll see you in the future up the there where we can be reunited. find someone else, be happy. keep playing, keep touring. do what you love. i know I've said this everyday of my life, but you made me feel loved, worthy and happy. i could never thank you enough joshie.
you can keep going without me, just stay strong.
i want you to always keep this in mind;
sometimes we will die and sometimes we will fly away
either way you're by my side until my dying days
and if I'm not there and I'm far away
i said, don't be afraid
i said, don't be afraid
we're going home
i love you josh, to the moon and back and all around the stars.
all my love, xena dun
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ruby || j.d
Fanfiction"Because it's Thursday. I don't like being alone Thursdays, Mondays and Sundays." "Why's that?" Xena is a quiet and talented girl hiding so many secrets and so much suffering behind her scars and words. It wasn't until Josh, the world famous drumm...
