𝐓𝐄𝐄𝐍 𝐌𝐎𝐌

6.6

Today was the day, Winona and Angela were telling Finn about Jack's death. I had to be there, I had to be with him. I knew he was going to be so broken and I couldn't mentally prepare myself for the heart break I was about to face.

I didn't want to watch him break down in front of my eyes. I didn't want him to go off the rails like he did when his dad passed. But I wanted to be there to make sure that didn't happen.

Maddie had already taken Amelia for a few hours as she knew what was happening. She insisted that she looks after her.

"It's okay, Millie. It's okay." I repeated to myself as I paced around the kitchen.

I had to reassure myself often, I was up to my neck in worrying. I had to be there in ten minutes. His house was atleast twelve minutes away from my own, so I got in the car and quickly drove off.

I pulled up outside of Finn's house, seeing the familiar rows of flowers in plant pots and all over the garden. His freshly cut grass was so neat, all of his yard was.

I got out of the car, locking the doors up before knocking. After about a minute, Finn answered. He smiled at me and pecked my lips, I smiled back.

"My mom and Angela want to talk, I'm not sure what about but apparently it's important," he said, letting me in, "I just don't understand why Angela is here."

My heart was in physical pain, I was heart broken. I didn't want him to hurt the way he was going to.

We walked into the kitchen, Angela looked unbelievably upset, it was an awful sight.

"Okay you two, take a seat." Winona said.

Finn and I plopped down on the chairs together, I connected my hand with his own. I seen him look down at them and smile.

"Alright, Finn. We need to speak to you.. About Jack." Angela started, I took a deep breath.

"Is it about the argument we had? I tried to apologise to him but he won't answer my texts or calls. Has he spoke to you?" Finn asked Angela who shook her head no, "That's weird, he would usually text you."

"Finn, Jack didn't go to college." Winona said, tears welled up in her eyes.

"So what are y'all getting so upset and serious about? Him not going to college is great. That way we all get to see him more." Finn said, but we all shook our heads.

"Finn, Jack's gone." Angela said, letting a few tears fall out of her eyes, "yesterday, we found his body. He killed himself.. We don't know why."

Finns hand loosened on mine, until he fully let go. He stood up with pure and utter rage, making the chair tip over and fall on the floor.

"Yesterday? You all knew and decided not to tell me and go on like it was nothing? I fucking hate you all!!" He yelled, running out of the kitchen and up the stairs.

I turned to Winona and Angela who were both crying. Yet none of them went upstairs to Finn.

"Millie, could you please go upstairs and check on him? I know he won't wanna see me." she said, I nodded in response.

I ran as fast as I could, due to being pregnant. Until I reached his bedroom door. Surprisingly he didn't lock it like he usually would.