The Master's Will. (A Nigerian Book)✔

Chapter Eighteen~ God?

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I stared at the door as it closed and sighed rubbing my face. I groaned as I felt a sharp stinging pain on my hand. Again I sighed. This was all my fault and not God's.

If I beloved in him a lot, I would've gone to church and not to the party, I would've been able to convince Chioma not to go to the party. I would've made God happier. I cried. My life is just from Grace to Grass or rather Grass to sand.

I am stupid! Very stupid! I felt like dying now more than ever. I've been so stupid all along. Blaming God. I wish I hadn't been stupid.

But even right now if I come back to him, will he forgive me? Or will he begin to hate me? I cried more. I wish I hadn't been so stupid all along!! My life is just sad! My life is broken!

"G..God?" I said in between my cries. "G..God are you there?"

After a moment silence, I continued. "Well obviously you're there. And I..I know you can hear me. Look, I'm S..S..Sorry. I know I acted S.. stupidly all along, B.blaming you and all but I am sorry. I really hope you'd forgive me. I'd make it up to you. I promise."

Silence.......

"It's okay if you don't forgive me at all. I know I'm unbearable." I gulped loudly. There was no way on earth that, God's Unforgivness for me will be okay. I couldn't say that obviously but what if he decides not to forgive me?!

Gosh I was freaking out big time.

Maybe he's thinking. I tried to believe myself.

Or maybe he is ignoring you. And probably hates you right now. Another voice said.

I screamed mentally. He cannot hate me. Not now when I need him. I know I don't deserve his forgiveness but I need it badly!! God please I need you! Don't ignore me!!!

All of a sudden, the room became bright, everywhere was so bright, I had to close my eyes.

I'm going crazy!

"Peace"

What?! I looked around, no one was there. "I have forgiven you child. Go and sin no more"
There was silence.

"G...God?"

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