1. An Implication (Poetry)

-Forty-

I'm Sorry:

I'm sorry.

As sincerely as one can be.

And I will never not worry

That I will become a negative impact,

Something that will reflect

All the toxicity that I was scared

I would press into you.

Because I was under the impression

That you'd learnt too many lessons

And I was not ready

To be another mistake.

I was afraid

To cause you harm

I wanted nothing but to love

And yet in the end

I think harm is all that's be done

To the both of us.

~J.K.M

Frigid To Feel, The Things We Don't Discuss:

I have never been one

Who ran blindly into love with

Weeping eyes and open hearts

I have always been someone

Who was well aware

Of the burdens that weighed tonnes 

Sitting in the farthest reaches of me

I am someone

Who is more than conscious of the impact

I can make 

And that I am someone who in fact

Is so terrified of hurting 

Another one

The same way that I ache

So much so that

I avoid the notion of love

Entirely.

~J.K.M