Lapidot: I will always choose you (Human Au)

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Lapis POV

Peridot soon fell asleep with her arms around me as I cuddled into her chest, I’ve never felt so safe in someone’s arms but I still cannot fall asleep. I look up at Peri sleeping peacefully snoring very lightly which was very cute. I want to go to bed like this every day, but instead every night Jasper sneaks into my bedroom forcefully kisses me, touch me, then says sorry and cuddles with me until I fall asleep but I never sleep around Jasper, then he leaves and I cry for an hour. I slowly try and escape Peridot’s grasp to get my phone on the nightstand, three miss calls from dad four from Jasper and twelve text messages from Jasper. I text my dad and tell him I am staying at a friends house. I look through me and Jaspers messages:

Babe

Babe

Babe

Lapis

Lapis if you don’t fucking answer your phone right now

Next time i see you i'll make sure your in the fucking hospital

Im sorry babe

I love you

Please txt me back

Please lappy I promise to make it up to you

You know what fuck you bitch

Hope you die you slut.

I sigh, I look behind me and see Peridot sleeping she must be having a nightmare she’s tossing and turning over the bed. I get back in the bed and cuddle into her chest she started to relax again, I could even see a faint smile on her freckled face. I listen to her heart beat bump. bump. bump, it relaxed me me so much I started to doze off.

I woke Peridot was still sleeping I smiled to myself on how peaceful she looked. I didn't move so I don't wake her up, so I just took the time to study her face. Her light freckles. How different she looked without her glasses, her lips looks so soft… and perfect unlike Jaspers his lips are always chapped and covered in what he just ate. But Peridots lips are…. Wow. Maybe I am gay, because all I want to do is kiss her. So I do , I slowly move up and gently kiss her lips. I got shocked because she started to kiss back, I guess she woke up. I smile to myself thinking of her being sleeping beauty and. I get Prince. She wrapped her arms around me pulling me closer to the kiss, if we didn't have to breathe I never wanted it to end…

I shot up… another dream about wanting to kiss Peridot but I actually did kiss her. Maybe I am gay… this is going to be so hard to tell Jasper.