Lapidot: I will always choose you (Human Au)

11

Peridot’s POV
As we wait in line Lapis interlocks our hands and it felt like the thing that I never knew I needed. These moments with Lapis makes every black eye and chipped tooth worth it, I look up a bit and stare at her face how she still makes me speechless. I guess she could feel me staring, looked down and kissed my forehead making me blush. I don’t know how to describe how she makes me feel but it’s like I am finally loved, I haven’t feel this way since my parents…

“Peri” I always love the way my mom said my name.
“Yes mommy” I walk up to my mom with chocolate ice cream smeared on my hands and face, which mommy giggled at.
“You got a little something on your face sweetie” she licked her thumb and wiped it against my cheek, I complained and pushed her hand away.
    “No mommy, it’s fine” I pouted and she smiled at me…

I still miss that smile, the way she said my name, how she took care of me, the taste of chocolate ice cream...

Lapis POV
The grip that Peridot had on my hand tighten, I kissed her forehead again and smiled. Sometimes I wonder what she thinks of she doesn’t really talk much. I want to ask her but I feel like she’ll find me annoying and leave me. I wish I can know for sure how she feels whether she truly likes me or doing it to make Jasper jealous.
    “Miss?” I looked at a small pale teenager a little older than me with blonde hair, her name tag said: SADIE.
“Sorry can I have two coffees” I asked
    Sure thing I’ll call you when it’s ready” she said cheerfully, I walk out of line with Peridot slowly following behind. I knew something was up but I couldn’t manage. I just imagine Jasper screaming at me telling me to sit down and shut up, so I do. The sounds of small coffee shop slowly start to fade and the color starts to fade and there I was in the dark holding myself because lately that is the only physical contact I am okay with. Jasper is always on my mind and not in a good way… I remember the night of our first fight…

“WHO IS HE?!” Jasper screams at me pinning me to the wall.
    “No one I swear… he is just a friend” I sobbed barley getting out my sentence before choking on my words.
“THEN WHY WERE YOU FLIRTING WITH HIM!” the look in Jasper’s eyes are nothing I’d ever seen before it scared me. We were at a party and one of the Rutile twins were talk and drinking with me because Jasper left me when he knows I have anxiety.
    “Baby, I wasn’t flirting with him we were just talking”
“LAIR” and in a blink of an eye the back of his hand came in contact of my face knocking me to the side. Fear paralyzed me… I couldn’t move

I no longer talk to the Rutile twins, or anyone really Jasper has socially isolated me from everyone… I didn’t have friends until the day I fought back… I may have lost but Jasper allowed one friend. I was so happy until I realized I didn’t have any more   friends… well until Peridot. Every time I hear her name I just smile… she’s everything I didn't know I needed. I think I love her...
_______________________________________ A/N:
Hey guys, look I'm sorry it took me forever and it's kind of short but I have been having serious writers block and I was thinking about discontinuing the book but it wasn't until I kept getting  notifications, of people voting and commenting on my story.

The one that had inspired me the most to keep on writing was the comment from Reina_ReinV "me need this to continue I've read like ten times".

Thank you everyone please keep commenting and reading I will always choose you 💙💚💙💚💙💚💙💚💙