Lapidot: I will always choose you (Human Au)

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A/N: okay I know this is really short but I just had a rush of creativity for five minutes and I wanted to give you guys something. I will try and work on it more, or at least give longer chapters. I know the next chapter will be long, but enjoy this one for now! Love you guys. (Please read the lower a/n it would me much appreciated)

Lapis POV
Love wasn't something I ever thought I'd find, because it wasn't something I was looking for. It's not that I didn't think I deserved it, but because it just wasn't something I wanted. I wanted to finish school, graduate, go to college, get a job, find someone and start a family. Just a typical boring life, no excitement. Every day like the last, simple. But now I can even imagine having a simple life, it's too mundane for me now. I wanted more, and I have it. She's hundreds of miles away from me, but I can feel her miss me. I take in her faint smell of her bed sheets that still smell like her. My body longed to be wrapped up in her scrawny arms as she kissed my forehead goodnight. I close my eyes and feel her phantom kiss on my lips, but all that touches my lips a single tear from my right eye. To love someone as much as I love her is powerful, and scary. Knowing just a few words can make your heart shatter, and reduce you to nothing. I hug her pillow tightly, desperately trying to create some form of serotonin. I hate having to depend on someone for my happiness, but it feels like there is more now. As if I had absorbed a part of her, and vise versa. We became a part of each other's lives, hearts, minds, souls, bodies. We are one. I love her so much it hurts, and the only relief I feel is whenever she's here. It's been two months since she last visited, but we facetime every day. She told me how happy she is and how she even made a friend. I was jealous at first but I trust peridot. I'm glad she has someone to talk to, and not just building more creepy robots. Although I'm happy for her, it's hard not to miss her. Hearing all these amazing stories makes me feel like I shouldn't have to hear it, because I was there. But I'm not, I'm in beach city, in her house, in her bed, with her clothes on. The only thing that keeps me from not leaving this house is knowing once I graduate, I get to be with her again. And it's all going to be worth it, and nothing will tear us away from each other again.

Peridot POV
To have everything you ever wanted laying out in front of you, but something is holding you back.
"So Peridot, what's it going to be?" I stayed silent, all that ran through my head was her blue hair. How could I leave her warm smile and beautiful laugh willingly. Is it worth it? Will she still want to be with me if I choose myself and my dreams over her? We promised we'd always choose each other, but there has to be a moment where I have to put myself first. She has to be understanding, this is all I ever wanted.
"Okay, I'll go." My voice sounds lifeless, I knew this was for the best. But only for me... am I selfish?
"Good to see that you are as invested in your future as we are. The plane for Russia will be in three days, just enough time to say goodbye."
"Thank you sir."
"No thank you Peridot, you are going to make this world a better place for everyone." Everyone? Even if it means leaving for Russia to stuffy abroad to build new technology? Am I really a good person? Am I a good girlfriend? No... no I'm not.

A/N: I know two authors boys in one chapter but please read this. So I've been thinking a lot about writing another book, I can already hear some people be like "you don't even work on the one you do have". Which is valid, but I'm not motivated with this like how I used to be. Which is why I want to write another one, but I have no idea what it would be about. I have some ideas but I want you guys option on it. So I have three ideas, if you guys have others let me know

Choices;
1.) a 24 robiniod spin off
2.) a she ra (preferably catdora) story
3.) an original story where you guys can summit characters for the story to me and I'll put them it