Lapidot: I will always choose you (Human Au)

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Lapis POV

I woke up still in the same position I fell asleep, Peridot’s arms wrapped around my waist and my head on her chest. The sounds of her heartbeat and Chopin are so peaceful, this is probably the best moment in my entire life… is that sad? I look up and see a bit of drool escape from the left corner of her mouth as little cute snores escaped which made me giggle… no this moment being my favorite in my life isn’t sad, it’s absolutely perfectly.

I wanted to see if she had any bruises on her torso… not to be like a creep anything but to see if I’m laying on one and hurting her. I did my best to be as gentle as possible so I don’t wake her up. My fingertips gently glide across her stomach… I stop and blushed hard, I can feel her six pack I slowly lift up her hoodie just enough to see her abs… she’s ripped. She moves slightly and I quickly put her hoodie down and pretend to be asleep blushing madly. She lightly groans, she does not let go of me but instead pulls me closer.

   
    “How can someone so beautiful as you, can be laying down in this bed with me?” she whispered, I got goosebumps when she called me that. It’s been awhile someone has called me beautiful. I still pretend to sleep hoping I get to hear her sweet words. It is so hard fighting the urge to kiss her.

    “This is probably the last time I’ll hold you this close” oh Peri you underestimated my urge to cuddle with you non-stop “ I wish you would just leave him… but even if you did I still don’t know if your gay” jeez Peri I thought you were smart. She stopped talking not that it matter I still got goosebumps as she played with my hair, I started to feel sleepy again. She just makes me feel… I don’t even know how to describe it without sounding like every cheesy head over heels teenage girl. I’m just glad I found someone who makes me feel this way even though she isn’t mine I feel like she is. I blush really hard as the arm around my waist soon finds its way onto my ass, and I feel her lips gently kiss my forehead. To mess with her I open my eyes, her hand quickly removes itself.

    “I am sorry... “ she said, I just giggled.

    “Peri?...” she look at me with those big emerald eyes making me melt. I slowly lean in… close my eyes and right as I am about to kiss her lips…

I woke up, I shot up from the bed frantically looking around trying to find clues on what the hell just happened… that was a dream? I run my fingers through my hair so confused, why would I dream that? I’m straight and have a boyfriend and I’m straight…. I’m straight… right?

Damn it.