Catherine's Past
"Para po!" Malakas na sigaw ni Sam sa driver.
Nandito na pala kami. How is she? Sana ayos na siya jusme.
"Tara na bessy" sabay hila sa akin ni Sam.
"Ate Skyyyy!"
She's here, ang sopistikadang kapatid nang kaibigan namin.
"Hey! I miss the both of you!" Nagbeso beso muna kami then talked random things. Nagmano na rin kami sa parents nila and they welcomed us but sad to say, they are quiet busy and we know, Ate Sky is busy kaya tinanong na namin pakay namin.
"Where's Pusa?" I asked to ate Sky.
Maybe, kailangan na talaga namin siyang kausapin. It's been month, almost a month.
"She's fine. Nandoon lang sa kwarto niya, go upstair. Belle, Sam, badly want to stay but I have classes at this hour and I need to go."
Like what I said, busy talaga siya. We let her and go upstair to see her.
Nakatayo lang kami, parang tanga na nakatayo sa harap nang pintuan. Nagkakandahiyaan sa pagbukas nito.
"Ikaw na Sam, buksan mo na"
"Ikaw nalang uyy"
"Ikaw na kaya, tutal ikaw nagyaya tss"
"Isabelle, ikaw na-"
Omygoodness! We're shocked as fuck!
"H-hey"
"Hey, Sam" she's so skinny, "And B-belle. Pasok kayo haha"
Ang payat niya then napakapale nang pagmumukha niya. She changed a lot, especially sa physical appearance niya.
"How are you?" Sam asked her.
"Doing good! Pumayat lang lalo hehe suicidal ih" then she sat in her sofa.
"Kumakain kaba? Ang payat mo talaga sis. Kailan mo balak pumasok ulit?" Sunod sunod na tanong ni Sam while I'm just listening at them.
"Kumakain ako baliw. Sadyang nakakawalang gana lang atsaka di na ganun karami kinakain ko. Next week na siguro ako babalik, I missed a bunch of freaking lessons. Ayaw ko ring umulit"
I'm speechless. Can't utter any word. Para akong binuhusan nang malamig na yelo dahil sa kapayatan niyan. She's.... she's fragile and really broken.
"Already move on, Cath?" Focc! Saan ako nakakuha nang lakas na loob para magtanong?
"On progress palang, Belle. You know me, nahihirapan akong magmove on. Especially, pinsan mo pa haha. How 'bout you?"
Shit! Bull's eye!
"Stop asking me, sis haha. That's just nothing than you're situation. Until now, I blame myself for letting you to met my cousin"
Yeah. Her ex boyfriend is my cousin. To make the story short, they met personally because of me. I did set up to them and luckily, they became together and unluckily, they didn't worked out because my fucking cousin did cheat to my precious friend that's why I blame myself.
"That's not your fault. It its fault. That thing's fault. I asked myself every night, why do we met them? Why do we love them? Why did we choose them if they were going to cause pain? I know, Belle, you're still in the process. I know the feeling of yours. We're in the same stage, level but sad to say, I'm weak. Not like you, great pretender and brave."
She's right. I'm strong and face struggles, not like her na hinahayaang lamunin siya nang problema, ng pag-ibig.
"He's been my world. My knight. My king. My everything yet I'm just a piece of shit in his life. Just a part of it."
Hinayaan lang namin siya. I know, kailangan talaga niya maglabas. Honestly, ngayon lang namin siya nakausap at ngayon lang din siya maglalabas.
Right now, I'm blaming myself.
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