canadabxch & heychan
heychan why am i so imperfect?
canadabxch you're not.. hyuk are you feeling ok????
heychan no but i wish i was. i wish i was as pretty as you or jungwoo or the other guys i wish i was as smart as kun or taeil i wish my voice wasn't so crappy i wish i didn't have trust issues and i wish that i wasn't alive
canadabxch DONT YOU EVER SAY ANY OF THAT AGAIN YOU ARE SO PERFECT TO LEE DONGHYUK! I CANT THINK ABOUT HOW MY LIFE WOULD BE IF YOU WERENT IN IT
heychan you'd probably be dating someone amazing and pretty like jaemin
canadabxch uhh i did date jaemin .. never again
heychan then you would find someone else
canadabxch i don't want anyone else
heychan mark why do you love me?
canadabxch damn this would be better in person bc my thumbs are about to die.
heychan ?
canadabxch lee donghyuk. that name makes me so fucking happy because ive been pining over that guy since the world heard of him. why? he's so amazing. first yes i did like you for you're looks but there wasn't much to go on when you debuted. but as the months went your group talked about each other i got to learn more about you. i learned you're funny smart a little bossy but that's nothing i can't handle. i also learned shortly after dating you that you aren't as confident about yourself like you show on media.
canadabxch damn word limit instagram i swear.. anyways i don't care if you have confidence as high as ten or if you have the same confidence as now but negative twenty times worst. i love you for you and that could never change. i need you to see that i get why you have trust problems everyone does believe me. chenle hates me when we first met because he didn't know how to trust people after whatever happened before me came to korea.
canadabxch instagram and i can throw some hands jesus. you are you. you are special. you are MY lee donghyuk. don't you ever forget you'll be MY lee donghyuk until we both die
heychan oh wow
canadabxch i can't feel my thumbs so im typing with my pointer and middle fingers tell me why you got trust issues and why you think so lowly of yourself
heychan my ex is the reason for both. he told me i was special so that i could trust him and then he told me i was worthless and shouldn't trust people so easily
canadabxch how long were you together?
heychan three years i broke up with him two months before i debuted
canadabxch he's not wrong about one thing,,, you shouldn't trust easy bc that can really fuck you over but i swear on my life i would never ever fuck you over
heychan thanks mark like really you made me feel better no you make me feel better so thank you
canadabxch im such a loser oof
heychan i mean ik that but why you just realising
canadabxch i read that as thank you next and i honestly don't know how
heychan queen ari has taken over your mind lol
canadabxch wait did you just agree with the fact that im a loser
heychan ur my loser
canadabxch ur my winner
heychan cheesy i like it
canadabxch i try at times
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