Giving it a go

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I got back to the sidemen house late as I had been at my house all day with Talia. I walked nervously to Jjs room that night to see if Jj was home. I knocked on the door, there was no answer. I suddenly felt 2 hands buzz me on my waist. I screamed loudly half giggling and turned around to see Jj.
"Alright sexy" Jj said opening his door and gesturing me in.
"Yeah I'm good I just want to talk" I said trying to sound serious
Jj sat on his chair infrount of his desk and pulled me onto his lap. How could I have a serious conversation like this. I looked up at him.
"So basically last night in the club I thought that you ditched to go off with another girl but then Simon told me the real story this morning, but it made me realise that I do actually like you Jj otherwise these things wouldn't hurt me but I know we wouldn't work so these flirty things like me sitting in your lap need to stop" I said getting if his lap and sitting on his bed
"I hope this doesn't make things awkward but I don't want my stupid feelings to ruin our friendship and I also don't want to be led on.
Jj moved to sit next to me on the bed
"Your feelings aren't stupid Kova, how do you know I don't feel the same way" he replied tucking a strand of my hair behind my ear
I moved my head away so I was looking down instead of at him.
"Because you would've made it obvious, come on it's you Jj" I replied
"Does this make it obvious" Jj said as he grabbed my face and kissed me.
A went on for a few seconds before we both slowly pulled away.
"So what does this mean" I asked before biting my lip
"Well we both like each other so we don't we give us a go" he said putting his hand on my thigh.
I blanked for a moment.

Then suddenly 100 thoughts raced around my head. I'll only get hurt. He will cheat on me, he will flirt with other girls , he won't treat me right , he will only wang sex , he won't be in love.
"Jj I love you though and I don't think you could ever feel the same" I said wiping a tear that was about to fall down my face.
"Kova how do we know if we don't try, i've looked after you for long enough as a best mate anyway" he replied
"But you flirt with me the same as any other girl you will have a wondering eye Jj and we both know it " I said looking at the floor
"I won't Kova, That's because I didn't have you before but honestly if I commit to you , I belong to you and no other girl is getting my attention I promise."
Hearing those words from him gave me reassurance and he's right we can only try.
"But we've only known each other for a couple of months Jj"
"Yeah it's quick Kova but it doesn't mean we have to rush anything"

"Ok let's try this then" I relied
"Nakova come here" he said laughing and pulling me into a hug
I moved my legs so I was straddling him. He fell back into his bed and I was on top.
This was usually the time Jj would play with my boobs as 'Flanter' but today he pulled me onto him by my neck and we reconnected our kiss again.
He was such a good kisser and I was so happy to be his.

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Best day ever 😘
Photocreds @Ksi

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