Fuckboi//Ksi fanfiction

I Need you

Nakovas pov
Kendal was at School so me and Jj had time to talk. I had gone home and showered and changed and we met late that afternoon while Kendal was at play group, in a coffee shop to talk about things.we had already ordered our drinks and talked for a bit before I said

"So hun, lets be real we need to talk about us"

Jj replied "yeah ok go on, I'm listening"

"So being honest we've been going really good recently both looking after Kendal and co-parenting but it's undeniable that we still have that connection,as much as I hate to say it" I said opening up

"Honestly Kova, I know I said I'd always love you and I thought maybe it had changed to just love you as my child mum but I don't think I ever stopped loving you as my girlfriend" Jj spoke honestly to me

"Aww babe" I blushed "yeah I get you, I said I would always love you to but again I thought it was in a different way and I didn't want to let you in after what you did, but seeing how you've changed and how much you prioritise Kenny is so cute and it's made me catch feelings again too"

"Are you being serious Kova?" Jj asked smiling

"Yeah, I feel like a schoolgirl again getting giddy" I laughed

"So what does this mean?" Jj asked putting his hand on mine on the table

"Why don't we try and give us another go?" I said feeling nervous around Jide all over again.

"Give us another go. I love it" Jj laughed and leaned in to kiss me

I felt fireworks as soon as we kissed and it felt as if nothing had changed and I was so excited to see how we would work out this time because I saw a massive change in Jj and I fell in love with him all over again from the way he treats me still and the way he treats Kendal.

"I think I need you ,you know?" Jj said smiling

"Let's not rush things this time though, you can't crush me like you did last time, you don't get how it fucked me up Jj and I'm serious " I replied giggling and sipped my coffee

"Kova I've grown up and I'm serious about us"

I'm scared for what our friends will think though, I know they will be happy for us but I don't think we should tell them yet. Especially as they had to put up with things being awkward at times between us because both of our friends are so close, I just hope things would get back to normal at this point. I felt so happy and was so excited for the future. I really believed it would work this time.