chapter 17

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Ed was sat there, head in his hands crying.

Woah?

Does he know already?

"Ed?" I repeated, this time he turned to look at me, bloodshot eyes seemed to be scanning me as he looked like he could go out cold at any moment.

"Eliz-" I croaked, then cleared his throat and chuckled abit. "Elizabeth... I. am... SO sorry!"

"Ed... no, don't be-" I tried, about to admit the events of last night.

"I really didn't mean it like that!!" he interrupted.

"Ed.." I tried.

"No Elizabeth! I need to make this up to you!"

"ED! Its fine. I forgive you. I should be the one apologising!" I finally blurted.

"no, what've you got to apologise for." He huffed, lying back on the bed.

"lots... oh my.." I breathed, I cant do this!

"oh... like what then?" he mumbled, looking at me questioningly.

"you're really not gunna like it..." I muttered, not really knowing how to put it.

"Just tell me!" ed yelled.

"well, last night..." I began.

"yeah?" ed asked.

"after we fought..." I continued.

"yes.. I remember." He mumbled.

"I ran out, yeah?" I started, he nodded. "and downed some in vodka, and got, very, VERY drunk."

"oh." Ed laughed.

"no ed, that's not it.?" I frowned.

"oh... sorry." He muttered.

"well, then I went into zayns room... and I cant even remember what happened but I woke up this morning... naked, in his bed... him also naked." I quickly mumbled, then stopped to look at his reaction. I was expecting him to go metal... yell at me and scream the flat down. But I stared at him and he just started laughing.

Laughing?

Actually laughing?

Does he think im joking?

I wish I was...

"ha...haha...hahahah...hahahhahahahhahahaha." he burst out, I was very confused.

"haha?" I joined in lightly.

"haha...are.. you ... serious?" he asked, the mood in the room quickly turned bad, he's gunna go SICK!

"yes.. Ed im so sor-"I stared.

"save it." He quickly muttered, then stood up and stormed out.

Crap.

Crapcrapcrap.

I should of chased him out, told him that I love him, not zayn.

But instead I just sit here, crying.

"ELIZABETH!" Emma yelled, running in. she literally leaped at me and wrapped me in a hug. " what happened?"

"i...i...tol-told... *sniff*... hi-him..." I slurred, crying.

"I know, I guessed, he stormed out, smashing things..." she giggled.

"ha..." I sniffed.

"its gunna be okay Elizabeth..." she assured me.

"he'll come around, it not like you guys were together or anything.." she smiled, wiping the tears from my face.

"I suppose... i-I... should ta-talk to z-zayn." I mumbled, trying to calm down.

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