I watched luke take a seat in front of me. I forced a smile to make him feel a bit more comfortable, but i was terrified. I'd never wanted to be gay. It's not like i'd have to come out to my family or anyone like that, but i'd have to admit it to myself.
"I'm sorry." I said quickly, swallowing the lump in my throat, "i don't know why i did that. I mean, i've never really liked guys and..." I began rambling on until luke hand was on mine. His hands were warm and made my heart flutter.
"Fags." Someone screamed in the distance. Luke pulled away and looked behind him, only to find everyone was looking normal. He turned back at me with pink cheeks. "Sorry. You seemed nervous..."
"You know that made me a bit more nervous, right?" I chuckled a little and so did we. "So... What is this?" I asked circling my thumbs around eachother. "Just give me some time, okay? I'm sorry this is so confusing. I still have Tuesday and..." I smiled at him, "it's fine. Calm down." The conversation of us -- or what i thought was us-- was over. we began to order pizza when the word "fags" was repeated in the background.
This time, i'd seen the boy that'd been screaming it. He was tan and had tattoos on his bicep. He had dark hair with blonde streaks in it.
I walked up to him and began to go off on him. "What the fuck is wrong with you? Is this any of your fucking business? No? I didn't think so." I turned around, but fohnd myself on the floor due to the foot in my way.
"Calum, don't be rude." A girl sitting across from him whined. He laughed for a minute, but soon turned his attention back to her.
I rolled my eyes and picked myself up. My ribs began to hurt and i winced in pain. "Do you need a doctor michael?" Luke asked, rushing over to me. "No, let's just get out of here, okay?" He helped me up, "are you sure you don't need a doctor?" I sighed and looked at luke, "let's just leave. Please."before we were fully out the door, i took a look at the calum kid and knew this wouldn't be the last i'd see of him.
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Updated August 14th, 2015
I finished Accidentally Falling In Love a year ago. Wow. I just. I...
chapter 13 question:
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