i sat on my floor with tears in my eyes though i was crying. luke had a girlfriend. i'm not surprised, who wouldn't find him beautiful?
"michael, are you okay?" Mark asked approaching me. "Of course, i'm just very tired." i jumped up and kissed him on the head.
"are you sure? you looked sad..." i smiled and lied again saying i was fine. "well, this is a good moment then." he smiled brightly. "a good moment for what?"
it took him a minute to proses the words. "would you..." he took another minute leaving me in suspense, "meet my parents." i silently sighed in relief. "i would love to." he smiled ad his hazel eyes lit up. "i love you, michael."
"you to, Jake." and i knew he could tell it wasn't fully true.
i did love him, but i loved luke a lot. i miss him so much it hurts to wake up in the morning. i mean, i know i'm waking up to a wonderful guy, but it's not luke. why can't it be luke? i need to let him go. he's happy without me. he walked out.
i don't know why i called him. it was a dumb choice, but i just wanted to know he was happy. i wish i did know what happened a year ago, but maybe i'll never know. maybe all that's left of luke and i is our pictures and engagement rings (but i did not have mine) . i think i'm okay with that.
i think that i just don't want to let luke go. i know i have to and i know i will. someday, i'll be married with children and i will only remember luke a "the guy that proposed to me but then left." but i will never remember him as my home.
(a/n:)
anywayss,,,, i have, like three endings to this story so i might post 2 as alternatives
Chapter 59 Question:
What is your favorite song?
- ashley xx
