Luke's Point Of View
i sat on my bed motionless. michael dumped me. he doesn't like me. he hates me or at least i think he does. He called it a 'break' but i know we're done for. We were doomed from the start.
i could feel warm tears trickling down my face. my eyes began to sting and i could see a hand waving in front of me. "luke, what's wrong?" it was my mom. she sat on my bed and i began to cry into her shoulder. "he-he dumped me." i sobbed harder.
it felt as though my chest were caving in. i couldn't breathe. is this how michael felt when he broke up with me. when he broke my heart. when he left me to be alone.
it got worse. i couldn't see through the tears that made my eye sight hazy. i couldn't scream though i wanted to.
"luke, please calm down. let me get you some tea." she got up to go to the kitchen. When she left i picked up my phone hoping michael would text or call saying he made a mistake. He didn't.
she came back with a warm cup of tea in her hand. i slowly take sips. at least i felt like i could breathe now. now i just need someone to hug. i needed him to hug. i needed him.
i could hear "The Chain" playing in my head. It was by Dodie Clark, a youtuber i'd watch occasionally.
"I'll never say I'll never love
But i don't say a lot of things
And you my love are gone"
Michaels Point Of View
I know luke is sensitive and i could imagine him crying right now.
it hurts more now because i'm in a coffee shop pretending that it never happened. the key was to forget. forget him. forget what it was like being with him. i just need to forget.
i took a sip of my coffee. I looked up to see a cute boy approaching me "Um, hello, i'm Jason. I just wanted to say you were cute. I'm sorry that was weird." He began walking away. a slight smile appeared on my face.
the boy was tall. he had hair like dan howell. It was brown, just like his eyes. "well then take a seat and let's talk." he smiled a nervous smile and i smiled back. he was cute and seemed sweet.
(a/n:)
effy and freddie are my otp for life. *tears bc of ending*
Chapter 22 Question:
Do you watch Dodie (you should)?
- ashley xx
