i woke up to the smell of eggs. luke spoils me to much. i smile and got up. i scratched my head and walked in. "good morning babe." he made a weird faced and looked aside.t
his mother was sitting right there. "Goodmorning Mrs. Hemmings." I stood there as if i were unable to move. "So, you guys are dating now?" she asked, raising an eyebrow. I nodded awkwardly. she smiled and drank her coffee. Luke finished putting the eggs on plates and set them down on the table. We sat down and enjoyed a nice breakfast together.
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i walked back to my house with my headphones in. I wanted to drown out all of the world and just walk peacefully on one of the most calming days.
the sun was out and i could hear children laughing (even with my headphones in) and playing at a park. I'd never had that.
I was a happy child with wonderful parents and even to this day i know they would have been great parents. The memories of their car crash began to take over my thoughts, but i didn't concentrate on them. I concentrated on life.
I concentrated on luke. Now that he grarfuated, he probably has a college picked out. Even though he said he'd probably go to school in america and leave me behind. I don't want to be clingy. I just don't want to lose him.
He has become my everything. I know it's dumb to engulf yourself in a relationship, but i just loved him so much. I couldn't wrap my mind around thee fact that luke could leave at any minute. Maybe i just don't want to wrap my mind around it.
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[To: Mikey]
[8:52 P.M]
I'll be over soon.
I set my phone down on my bed and made my way to my closet. I looked for a nice outfit to wear at michaels.
"Luke, can you stay here tonight?" My mom appeared in the doorway, "i just want to spend time with you. You never know how much you have left." Tears filled her eyes. "Please don't cry." I said, dropping my sweats on my bed and running over to hug her. "Please don't cry. I'll stay here tonight." She sniffled as she mad her way out of my room.
[To: Mikey]
[9:13 P.M]
I'm actually going to stay home tonight. Mom adked me to sorry. Love you xx
(a/n:)
chapter 21 question:
are my updates to short?
-ashley xx
