as much as i liked ashton, i wanted him to leave. i wanted to be alone with luke. i want to cuddle with him. i want to be christmas like things with him.
i sat there awkwardly waiting and waiting for him to leave, but he didn't seem to want him. i gave him a death stare and then looked at luke. "oooh." he said quietly. soon after that, he left, making a terrible excise.
luke and i were finally left to cuddle. the air was cool compared to the weather outside.
we had hot chocolate and some leftover food while watching rudolph the red nosed raindeer.
"you're so cute when you eat." luke said. "ha, no one's cute when they eat." he laughed and shook his head "no, but you are." He smiled and looked back at the t.v. "I still say no one is cute when they eat."
"don't argue you're cute." i rolled my eyes and we continued through the night eating and watching christmas until we fell asleep with me lying on lukes chest.
he smelt like the ocean tonight. that reminds me of his eyes. such a majestic color. i am so in love with him. He knew it to. I knew he was in love with me. I belonged and i knew it. For once in my life i felt like i was home.
He shifted multiple times in his sleep. I smiled every time hid scratch his nose because he looked like an adorable kitten and who can resist an adorable kitten. I wrapped my arms around him after turning off the t.v.
I closed my eyes and drifted off into dreams of luke.
(a/n:)
chapter 29 question:
what's your favorite 5sos song(s)?
- ashley xx
