Freefall (Kakashi HatakeXOC Part1)

No More

Okuri had caused my miscarriage.

"Awww, did you finally figure it out?" Okuri sneers from down below,

"It's such a shame that you couldn't even bear one child. And it's too bad the only man willing to be a parent with you is about to die."

I couldn't move, I couldn't speak, I couldn't do anything. The only thing I could do, was think about what Okuri had done. He had killed my unborn baby, he...he's taken my child's life before they even had a chance to live it.

It wasn't fair, none of this is. Why do I have to suffer because of this monster? I wish he would just let me die so I wouldn't have to live with this pain anymore. But I know he won't, I've actually tried to hurt myself before. He only healed the injuries, because if I die, he'll die right along with me. That's the main reason he keeps me alive, other than to torture me.

"Why?" I questioned, it felt like I was talking to myself however,

"How...how could you do that to me."

"Because I felt like it," Okuri replies bluntly, there was a bored tone to his voice,

"It was quite enjoyable actually, I'd do it again if I have the chance. So you had better not think of trying again, that is, unless you want this to happen once more."

~

I guess I must have passed out or something, because I don't remember anything after finding out what Okuri did to me. He only did it because he knew it would hurt me, and make my seal weaker so he could use that chance to try and take over my body. At that point, I didn't care what he did. I was just too distraught over what had happened.

But I had been woken up by Kakashi, because he had somehow managed to get the sealing tag on me. Okuri had been sealed back, and my body turned back to normal, for the most part anyway. I've still got my tail, and there are some cuts and bruises on me.

One of the things I've always wanted to do with my life, was become a mother. Apparently, I don't even deserve that.

~

No Ones' POV

"We can always try again," Kakashi says quietly as he drapes an arm over Keira's shoulders,

"You've got to start taking care of yourself better first."

He had brought her out to team sevens' training field, just to talk and get some fresh air. She still hasn't said anything however, and hasn't since he sealed Okuri back. It was as if she had just given up on everything, and didn't have the motivation or strength to do anything anymore. Keira simply continues staring down at the ground, not responding to his words in the slightest. He sighs quietly and adds,

"I really don't like seeing you like this, I want you to feel better. I know you're upset, but you've got to cheer up."

"Cheer up?" she replies, there was an annoyed and angry tone to her voice,

"How the hell can you possibly expect me to cheer up? I lost my baby, what part of that don't you understand?"

Kakashi could only sit next to her, feeling mild surprise at hearing her speak for the first time a long while.

"Why won't you all just leave me alone?" she continues, her voice raising in volume,

"Can't you see that I'm obviously still upset? I want my baby back, it's not fair! Why did my child...have to die so early?"

There were now tears forming in her eyes, and the fur on her tail was sticking up.

Kakashi wraps his arms around her and pulls her in for a gentle hug, that was when she just broke down. Sobs racked her smaller frame, she was shaking now, and tears were streaming down her cheeks. He makes a quiet shushing sound as he holds her, she says between hiccups,

"K-Kakashi....my baby...."

He rubs her back softly with one hand and replies quietly,

"I know, it's alright. Just let it out."

~

Not all monsters do monstrous things.

It's not Keira's fault for what Okuri's done, it was his own. He was the one that had killed people, he was the one that has caused so much pain and suffering. He was the one who's ruined Keira's life, taking what was most important to her.

Her child.

It was Okuri that had killed her child before they were even given a chance to live, before they had a chance to even take their first breath. Before they had a chance to meet their parents, and before they got to know what a mothers love felt like.

Their child would have gotten to grow up in a nurturing environment, and with loving parents. But that was all torn away from them, and Keira wouldn't be the same when it came to children again. There was no way she'd be able to even think about trying again for a long time. The child she recently lost wasn't even planned for, yet she loved it as if it was. As if that child had already been born, and she could already see them growing up.

That child would have changed Keira and Kakashi's lives, and they would definitely have changed how they lived and acted. But now Keira wouldn't be able to even hold her child, kiss them, comfort them. She wouldn't even be able to talk to her child, or encourage them to chase after their dreams later in life.

It just wasn't fair.