Napatanga akong tumitig sa kanya waiting for a following joke. He must be kidding?..but then he's Kael so i dont think this is some kind of a joke.
Tinikom ko ang bibig ko. Marami akong naiisip. Marami akong gustong sabihin but this?
This cant be serious I cant believe this. I feel so cornered all of a sudden na parang wala akong takas not that Im running away or something. I'm done with that and besides I dont have somewhere else to go anyway so why bother?I'm stuck here. With him literally.
Kusang pumikit ng mariin yung mata ko. Ayoko sa nakikita ko.
Pagbukas ko ng mata ko nakatingin pa rin sya. Tibay. Hah! Kala nya tatawagan ko si lola.
"Stay there." pointing at him. He just smirks at me folding his arms to his chest distracting me for a second and lean to the table like his modeling it or something. Kumurap kurap yung mata ko tsk.He's taunting me. Where is the Kael I know?!
Naiinis ako! Kung ano ano napapansin ko.
"Just... stay . Dont do anything."
He just shrugged.
"Im not done with you."
"Sure"
I pursed my lips and run upstairs to call Lola.Pagkatapos ng tawag kay lola napapikit nalang ako sa inis.
I can very well take care of myself alone here at kailangan nya pang kumuha ng makakasama ko at talagang yung kaaway ko. God I sound like a child. I even feel like stomping my feet right now.
Im not really alone here anyway kasi nga dito muna ni lola pinastay si Lolita na uwian naming kasambahay dito so why add that frustrating statue downstairs?!
Bago ako bumaba nagbreathing exercise muna ako trying to calm myself, pagdating ko sa baba wala na sya sa mesa and he's washing the dishes! Nagugulat talaga ako sa mga nangyayari. I never peg him to be this...I dont know... manhid? persistent? We clearly established that we are not...friends?
I narrowed my eyes at his back. Ano bang pinaplano nito at di nalang lumayo sakin.
"Why are you doing that?"
"Why?"
Balik tanong nya sakin confusion etched on his stupid face na parang sinasabing 'bakit hindi maghuhugas e merong hugasan' yung dating sakin. This stupid conversation.
"I told you not to do anything."
Tumalikod ulit sakin na parang hindi nya ako narinig. Seriously?! Is he trying to ignore me? Dito sa bahay ko?
Breathe Celine you can do this. Wag masyado mainis. Remember it should be the other way around .with that tought i calmed down. Huminga muna ako ng sobrang lalim sa sobrang lalim parang malulunod na ako sa sobrang hangin.
Tapos na syang maghugas na magmulat ako ng mata.
"Are you okay?" Concerned na taning nya. As if.
"Yeah." Okay calm down. Think.
"Look alam ko na napakiusapan ka lang ni Lola Pat, but seriously Im fine here dalawa kami dito ni Lolita, you dont even have to bother yourself here." Magsasalita sana sya ng unahan ko na." Ako ng bahala kay lola Pat."
Dugtong ko pa waiting for him to see my point na in short ayokong nandito sya kasama ko sa iisang bahay.
Its just ridiculous, were not friends were not even in good speaking terms based on our own personal issues so cold 'past'
Tapos ito? Nandito sya sasamahan ako kasi magisa ako? may pa-mangga? Naghugas ng pinagkainan ko? Na nung usang araw hinatid ako pauwi? Binigyan ako ng manga? Na parang...manliligaw?
San galing yun?
Shit. This is messing with my head. Pinilig ko ang ulo ko.
See? It's so ridiculous.
