CHAPTER 29 - Journal entry #2

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Napahiga na lang ako sa kama ko sa pagod. God, I can't sleep. Siguro dahil na rin ito sa pagkabigla sa mga natuklasan ko kaninang umaga. Ang gulo pa rin ng utak ko pero kaslanan ko yun. Sinundan ko siya doon.

Kanina, sinundan ko na lang si Drew palabas ng hallway na 'yun. Sabi niya, hindi na muna daw siya pupunta sa kung saan man siya dapat pumunta dahil delikado raw.

I suddenly felt guilty.

It happened na may iba pa palang papunta sa loob ng guild kuno, at yun ang nagpagulat sa akin nung bigla na  lang akong hinila ni Drew paloob ng room na iyon. May iba pa palang tao bukod sa amin. 

Kaya heto ako ngayon. Gising na gising sa umaga. Ang mukha ko, parang sinabitan ng mga bags sa mga mata ko. Hindi lang yata mata, pati  na rin ang ilong ko. Feeling ko magkakasakit ako dahil ang bigat din ng ilong ko.

There's still classes later pero half day lang kami. May intersection kasing nagaganap at kailangan ng suporta ng mga kateam mates nila. So half day na lang ang lahat para fair .

Mas mabuti na rin yun.

Tumayo na ako sa kama dahil hindi talaga ako makatulog. Kahit anong pilit ko ay hindi talaga ako makatulog.

Nakakabanas lang.

Pumunta na lang ako sa may study table at binalak na lang na basahin yung libro uling nakita ko sa garden ng school.

'All along the journey, he became a part.

I woke up to see rays of light coming from in front of me. Shocked, seeing a familiar face, I stood up and ran away. It's not expected to see him in front of me, staring with his beautiful blue eyes. Is he even human or a god?

These feelings that I can't explain. A minute seeing him everyday whenever he passes me for money, it's not enough. I need him by my side. He's like an angel.

Yet..

Even his name, I do not know.

I got back wondering if I will see him. Desperately looking under the willow tree from afar, I saw him in his uniform. Was he waiting for me?

I walked towards him looking closely if he really is waiting for me. Emotions. His emotions are supporting my confidence. I really admire his beauty.

With the struct of our eyes, he looked at me furiously. Electric shocks came towards me by his glances. I felt like I'm in heaven.

He signed me to sit with him.

But instead, I ran away making him speechless.

I'm dirty. I'm no match for his level. His uniform of Angel's Academy. My street clothes, all torn and not even a single flesh to compare with his beautiful skin and built.

It's not matching at all.

I really am poor.'

Sinarado ko na muna yung libro. Sabay pahid ko sa pisngi ko.

Kung sino man itog nagsulat na ito, naaawa ako.

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