Sorry for the late and short update! i was downtown in STL stalking One direction haha! but i hope you like this chapter, its gonna get better hehehehe!
1 week later
I sat on my office looking over cases. My head was starting to hurt and my stomach growled. I looked at my reflection I looked so dead. Bags under my eyes, my lips think face pale. I haven’t talked to Nash or Matt in a week. I don’t know how I could. Jacob and Cameron had been MIA for the week too. Ky and Taylor were the only ones that talked and checked up on me. I sighed leaning back In my chair.
“Well don’t you look awful” Sammy teased walking in. I gave a weak smile.
“Thanks I try” I said. He chuckled shaking his head
“Go home, you need rest I can take care of those cases” he said taking the files off my desk. I pouted.
“No, I cant let you work on 4 cases not alone” he shook his head
“I can handle it! You need rest now shoo” he says motioning me out of my own office. I laughed grabbing my stuff.
“Thank you Sammy you are the best!” I said giving him a hug. He grinned
“I know,” I laugh walking out of the building. The cold air hit my face and for once I didn’t mind. My mind was running into two different places. As I turned the corner of my condo I saw a few paps. Shit shit shit.! Before I could turn around they spotted me. I covered my face as they started to take pictures.
HAVE YOU BROKEN UP WITH NASH
DOES MATTHEW ESPINOSA MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU
ARE YOU DATING SOMEONE NEW
WHERE IS NASH
IS THE WEDDING STILL ON
They shouted. I began to shake of fear and kept walking. They kept shouting and shouting, someone yelled insults. I was close to my condo but they kept following me.
RILEY RILEY
COME ON ANSWER US
They yelled. I covered my ears trying to walk faster. I felt someone tug my shoulder.
“BACK OFF” I heard a voice boom. I glanced up it was Nash. His body guard sending the paps back while Nash walked towards me. I didn’t ask questions as he wrapped his jacket around me covering me up. He pulled me to his side leading me into my condo. We awkwardly stood there in the elevator not saying anything or even looking at each other. The doors opened and he followed me in. I knew this talk was going to happen soon. I unlocked the door and noticed it was quite. That meant Ky wasn’t here. He closed the door as I turn around. I meet his bright blue eyes.
“Hi” I sigh, he gives me a weak smile
“hey”
“Well?” we both didn’t know what to say, I could tell he was nervous.
“The wedding. It’s a 2 months away” he states.
“I-“ I stop my self.
“Its over isn’t it?” he sadly says.
“Nash.” I walk towards him.
“I don’t know what I want, if I think about it I want Matt, but my first instinct is to run to you,” I breath out. I am so confused about things. It may seem like an easy choice. But I cant bare to hurt any of them.
“I don’t know about the wedding, I need this month off I need to take a break” he pulls me in hugging me tight, he nuzzles his face in my neck and I slowly rub his back.
“I am sorry for breaking the necklace, I am sorry for reacting the way I did, I will give you as much time as you need just don’t forget that I love you” he kisses my neck and I hug him tighter.
“I also want to be complete honest with you” he says not pulling away. I nod and he slowly breaths in and out.
“Jacob is the reason Matt never found you at Cameron’s graduation.” He slowly pulls me away to study my face. My heart is racing. My best friend prevented me from finding the man I was always crying for? I cant believe he would do something like that. He wouldn’t. he couldn’t. !
“After I talked to Matt I was walking around I wanted to help Matt, I ran into Jacob , I had asked him about you and I told him Matt was hear trying to find you. He shook his head telling me not to tell him were you where. He told me how Matt broke your heart and was only using you.” He stops almost remembering how everything went down.
“He told me that I should distract you so you wouldn’t find Matt, I agreed thinking Matt never changed his ways, but after that night I couldn’t stop thinking about you and every time I asked you and or we went out I fell in love with you” he looks at the ground ashamed. My head was pounding. This was all to much
“Are you mad at me?” he asked. We had been completely silent for 10 mins. I tried to process everything.
“No not at you” I finally said looking at him. I could tell he was in bad condition just like I was. I opened my arms and he hugged me tightly.
“I love you so much Riley” he said into my hair. I hugged him tight I didn’t want to say it, even though I did love him, I love someone else too. This sucks. It really sucks. Someone is going to end up being hurt.
“Riley take as much time as you need” he pulls away but his face still close. I nod, he licks his lips and his eyes look down at mine. I brush my lips against his.
“I’m sor-“ I was cut off my hips lips. He kissed me passionately and I didn’t reject him. His hands rested on the small of my back and I wrapped my arms around his neck. I felt so wrong but I felt like I needed this. My heart was racing as his hands wonder around my body. This was going to be harder then I thought.
