Chapter 25

861 24 11
                                    

Austin Point Of View

kissing Dez is like a dream. I never want to wake up. I really wonder what his tattoo means but maybe I shouldn't push. He"ll tell me when he wants to.

I said I love you back to Dez. Only if I knew what love really means. I hope he doesn't really mean it, because loving someone is a really a big deal. And I just don't love. I don't do dates. I just hookup. You could say I'm a player but whatever. Even with Kira. Yeah she's my girlfriend but we don't go on dates.

Dez pulls away. "What are we Austin?"

I have to think about this. I honestly don't know. But... A few of my fake friends dared me to break Dez. So. I gotta do what I have to do. Kira is in on this , so she wouldn't care if Dez and I pretended to be "boyfriends".

"Well, Dez, will you be my boyfriend?" I ask with hope, suddenly a huge grin comes on his face and he hugs me so tight.

"You have no idea how long I waited for this" dez says happily. Silly Fool.

"Me too" I lie.

"Really?" Dez asks.

"Mhmm." I nod and kiss his head.

"I should go. See you 2morrow?"

"Sure!" Dez says and kisses my cheek.

I leave from the window, so Charlie won't see me and drive home.

I text Jay, saying. Step 1- check. He replies with a simple smile { :) }

How could this even hurt Dez? I mean.. He doesn't love me. He doesn't know what love means. How naive. I laugh at my thoughts. Since i wasn't paying attention. I bump into someone on the sidewalk, I look at this guy's appearance, tattoos all up his arms , some peeking out from his chest, a gray bring me the horizon shirt, a black jacket, and black hair, perfectly in front of his eyes.

"Oh sorry dude" he says to me.

"Oh it's alright. I'm Austin." I say to him.

"I know you. I'm Eli, Dez's friend." Eli says to me.

"Oh! I heard him say your name before"

"Well that's nice to hear, want one?" He officers me a cigar.

"Oh no thanks, I don't smoke"

"Alrighty" he lights up his cigar.

"So how do you know Dez?" I ask him. He laughs, and I wonder how it's funny.

"Well, we met at Miami beach, we both got high, now were just now" he says to me.

"How long ago?"

"About 4 years" he says and I'm shocked.

"That's cool" I say . I don't really know what to say , as if reading my thoughts, he smiles.

"Oh! There's a party tonight. Wanna come?" He offers me.

"Um, I barley know you."

"We can be friends!" He gives me his number. And I add it in my phone.

"Look just text me if your up for it alright? Dez might go. You can bring anyone you want with you just not too many" he starts to walk off.

"Bye!" I yell. He just turns around and nods.

Well that was not expected. I suddenly get this weird feeling in my stomach. I go into my house and up to my room and let sleep take over me.

Secret LoveWhere stories live. Discover now