Chapter 37

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Charlie POV (suprise!)
Where is that bitch? I know her and I divorced but she should still be coming 'round. I know Dez is mad. Stupid little faggot. I decide to call my ex-wife.
"Hello?" She says into the phone.
"It's Charlie" I say and I hear her sigh.
"I thought I told you , that we were done? You have full custody over Dez and what he does. I don't. I moved on Charlie" Emily says to me.
"Please Emily, I- i - I realized , that everything I've done to you is wrong." I begin to say but I get cut off.
"Charles, how many times do we have to go over this? And yeah you finally realize what you've done wrong? Oh please. If i come back, you'll just find a new slut to fuck. Love is a game to you."
"No- I -"
"Save it. Goodbye Charlie" she hangs up. I'm left with a feeling of numbness? I never felt this way before.
Fuck me. Fuck . Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
I need relief. And how do I get that? I take it out on Dez.
"Dad I'm h-home" Dez days and I walk over to him. I push him down on the floor and begin kicking him.
"THIS IS ALL YOUR FUCKING FAULT YOU GOD DAMN BASTARD" I yell at him. I grab a bottle and smash it over his head. Hopefully he dies. I suddenly stop my actions and just start sobbing. Why am I doing this?
"Da- dad, are you alr-a- Alright?" Dez stutters.
"Y-yes , just fuck off" I hiss bitterly at him and he walks off.
I lay there for what seems like hours.
My vison blurs. Is this the end? I hear my name being called out before I fade into complete darkness.

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