Chapter 35

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Dez POV

I know I told all the outlines that I'm fine, and that I will get over Austin but I really don't think I will.

I'm a fucking wreck. School is 2morrow and I really don't know what to do.

Ally is sitting next to me on my bed, she looks tired.

"Dez?" She asks.

"Yeah?"

"What about school 2morrow?" Ally asks.

"What about school?" I ask.

"I mean- what's it gonna be like?" She says and I have to think about it. I finally open my mouth and say

"Austin and Kira are obviously gonna bully us, maybe even trish." She seems down after I say this.

"Look ally, you'll be fine. We'll be okay. We have new looks now, we can start a new life. Yes the past hurt, but hopefully we can move past" I say , I'm saying the half truth. Because I can't get over it. I loved Austin, I still do.

I should've realized he was a player. I suddenly get a text from Eli.

Text Convo:

Eli- Dez.

Dez- Eli

Eli- um, I'm in front of your house, come outside?

Dez- okay

Text convo over:

"Ally, I have to-" I begin to say but I see she's asleep. I get off the bed quietly, and go outside . Eli runs over to me quickly . Before I can say anything he wraps his arms around me and starts crying.

"Eli, what's wrong ?" I ask

"Dez... Can you please be my boyfriend? Ever since we've broke up I had this sadness because I kept thinking about you. I know your going through a breakup and it hurts but please." Eli begs and I have to admit. I miss him too.

"Eli- I - I miss you too." I say and he looks at me confused .

"Y-y-you- do?" He asks and I nod. I start to cry and he wipes the tears of my eyes. He then kisses my cheek.

"Your really beautiful you know that?" He whispers and puts his lips on mine. I feel the sparks, like I have a while ago. But not as strong as Austin and I. We kiss and pull away.

"I feel like I'm pressuring you" Eli says.

"Your not. Your really not." I say and wrap my arms around his.

We stay like that for a while.

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A/N- YAY I GOT TO UPDATE :D I hope you liked this chapter 💁😊

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