Bucky Barnes imagines

Betrayal

A/N: Hello! Guess who's still alive? XD I'm half way through my first week of class, and I'm kinda ready to sleep for the next month. But I can't do that, unfortunately lol. Anyway, here's a new imagine. And I also have a question for any of you who watch Game of Thrones: if I were to make a GOT imagines book, would you read it? I recently got hooked on the show (especially with Jon Snow and Robb Stark), and kinda want to write some for that. But yeah... just let me know. :)

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At that very moment... my whole world stopped. My heart dropped to the pit of my stomach, and a knot formed in my throat as I stared blankly ahead. He spoke words, but they were numbly reaching my ears, only a soft buzz in the background.

An aching grew in my chest and I drew in a breath before turning to look at him. I had never seen Bucky Barnes in a such a state as this. His eyes were red with fresh tears that painted his cheeks, and they held a mixture of emotions within them.

"Why?" I asked softly, trying my hardest not to let my voice crack. I couldn't be vulnerable with this man ever again.

"It was an accident. I didn't mean it, doll, I swear." Bucky's voice was full of desperation and pain, and he moved to take my hand. I quickly moved it away from his reach.

"Tell me... how do you accidentally sleep with my best friend?" I stand up and shake my head as the tears began to make their appearance. "Let's here it. I'm sure it'll be a damn good story."

"I was drunk... Steve had given me something strong, to loosen up." Bucky's voice was small as he watched me pace slowly in front of him. "(Y/B/F/N) was there, and she just came onto me."

"But you came onto her after, didn't you?" My voice broke , and I closed my eyes so I didn't let him see my tears. "And then you took her to your room."

"Y/N-"

"Don't you dare lie to me again, James Buchanan Barnes." My eyes flashed open, and I glared at him. "Tell me the fucking truth."

The pain in his eyes confirmed It all. A small sob escaped my lips as I glanced away, and my hand moved to touch my growing bump. "We've been married for two years, and I have never once thought about doing something like this, because I love you. But apparently you don't love me."

"That is not true." Bucky stood up, and moved closer to me. "I love you beyond words. And I know that I will love our children when they arrive."

"If you loved us so much, then why did you go and sleep with a whore?!" The tears didn't stop and I knew that they wouldn't for a long time. "Why did you have to do this to me, Bucky?"

I began to shove his chest, and he stumbled back slightly with every few shoves. He made no attempt to stop me.

"Doll..." Bucky's voice was thick with tears. "I am so sorry."

"You destroyed me." I gave one final shove before I felt my knees give out. But before my body hit the ground, I felt my husbands arms catch me. " You promised you wouldn't break my heart, but here you are."

"I won't hurt you like this again." His voice was almost a whimper as he held me gently against his chest. "I won't let my stupid choices break this family. "

I stayed in his embrace for a few moments, before standing back up. I stood silent with my back to him, trying to find words and to make sense of my feelings. I did not want to lose him, but was it already too late?

"I'm going to go to bed." I said softly. "You can sleep on the couch. We'll about this in the morning."

"Okay, doll." Bucky replied quietly, and I started to walk away. "Wait."

I turned and looked back at him, my eyes sore and red. "What?"

"Just know that I love you... and that I'm incredibly sorry for what I've done." His bottom lip trembled and it took all the strength in the world not to run to his side and kiss his sadness away. But I wasn't ready for that, not after what he had done to me.

"I love you too, Buck." I whispered and smiled shakily, before turning again to walk towards the bedroom. "Goodnight."

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