Acrostic 2 - F.I.N.E.

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F is for fighting. Constantly fighting my inner demons and all the awful thoughts they bring. It seems like an impossible war to win; but if I quit fighting they'll consume me.

I is for incomplete. A part of me is always missing but I don't let anyone else know.

N is for notice. No matter what I do I can't let anyone notice I'm broken.

E is for enough. It's something I long to be but am always just out of reach from. No matter how hard I push myself, no matter how hard I fight, I can never become who I think I need to be. I convince myself that the only way I can be happy is to reach that impossible goal. Using toxic methods to reach it and not caring that I'm killing myself slowly.

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