My Shitty Teen Angst Poetry

Lost

I have no family

I lost my only friend

I am in this world alone, lost, and broken

The words of my thoughts will forever be left unspoken

I live in isolation

And I was dumb

I opened up and trusted

And now my heart is numb

I hid myself from this world

I pushed everyone away

I locked up my emotions

Left myself nowhere to stay

My canvas was my arm

My paintbrush was a knife

Still not satisfied

I tried to take my life

Sometimes at night

I'll stare up at a star

I'll stare and I'll think

I'll wonder, what if I were that far

I wait for night to come

Because night is when I weep

I hide in the darkness

And count the secrets that I keep

My heart is made of ice

My soul is an abyss

Of all the things I've lost

My mind I truly miss