What Would It Take For You To Change?

Tangled In The Great Escape

Chapter 12: Tangled In The Great Escape

~Jenna's POV~

OMG did that really happen?! The show ended an hour ago but I'm still shaky about what happened. I sang....on stage...in front of hundreds of people....and Vic told everyone that I am his. Wow.

I was just sitting on the boy's couch as they were getting ready to leave. They were leaving tonight then they would be gone for a week. I'll be all alone again.

"Jenna it's almost time for us to go, could we drive you home?" Vic asked.

"Yeah, I guess this is it" I Mumbled the last part.

"Okay it's about a 30 minute drive to your home, could we talk for a bit in my room?" Vic asked.

I agreed and followed him back. Once we were in I sat on the bed as Vic slowly closed the door, looking as if he didn't want to have this conversation. God I hope he's not mad at me.

"Um..." Vic gulped, his eyes were looking at the floor as he spoke, "We won't be gone for long, back in time for your birthday, but I'm really worried about leaving you alone."

"You don't have to be, I can survive, it's not like I haven't been alone before." I stammered.

"I know you've been alone" Vic wrapped his arms around me, "but you were always hurting when you were alone. Now that I know about you hurt I'm scared that I won't be there for you when you need me."

I sighed as Vic told me this. It is so nice that someone actually cares about me, but he can't change how things are for me. No one was ever there for me when I needed them in the past 5 years, so why would I expect anything different from Vic. He doesn't realise that alone is the only thing I really know how to feel.

"Can you make me a promise?" He asked.

"I don't make promises, because it makes it harder on me when I end up letting the other person down." I stated. I hate making promises no matter how small or easy, I seem to always break them.

"You don't have to promise then, but could you just agree to try as hard as you can?"

I nodded, "What exactly am I agreeing to?"

"Jenna, Sweetie, could you please try your hardest to not cut that beautiful body of yours while I'm gone?" Vic was staring me in the eyes at this point searching for my answer. "Please, baby, please try" he begged.

"Okay, I will try" I said trying to give him a little smile. My heart was just too heavy to smile right now.

"Oh thank you thank you thank you" Vic hugged me tighter. "And please if anything happens, If you ever need to talk, call me. I will always pick up unless I'm on stage. I will answer in the middle of the night if you ever just need me. Okay? Will you call?"

"Yes, I will call you. But enough of this I'm almost home and I need enough kisses to last a week." I smirked. I just couldn't think about the sadness anymore, I need some sort of distraction to take away the pain of him leaving.

"Kisses? I think I can do that" Vic laughed.

We made out the rest of the way home. Boy was I ever going to miss those lips. Once we arrived at my house I went to hug the guys. First I hugged Mike and he asked if I wanted anything well he was gone, I told him all I want is for him to take a shower haha. Everyone laughed at my joke, well Mike didn't at first but he came around. Then I hugged Jaime , he told me that he would miss the beach and that I had to go at least once for him. I moved on to Tony and I couldn't help but notice he hugged me with more passion than the others, it was comforting, "See you in a week" He smiled, he had a nice smile. Vic walked me to my door and gave me one last kiss before saying goodbye. "Don't hesitate to call' He whispered into my ear, "I love you". Did Vic just say he loved me? My heart melted as he squeezed me tighter in his arms, "I love you too, and I won't, see you soon". I watched the tour bus leave my street, then realised that I was alone again.