What Would It Take For You To Change?

I Want To Make You Proud

Chapter 34: I Want To Make You Proud

~Jenna's POV~

The next morning when I woke up, I was feeling actually good. I untangled myself from Vic's arms and went about finding clothes so I could go shower. While I was in the shower I was thinking about the past few days. There were so many different moods and issues that came up. I felt bad that Vic had to deal with all my mood swings, and was thinking of ways to make it up to him. I know that I can't just pretend to be normal for a day with no outbursts of feelings, because for one Vic can see right through my acts like that, and also because I feel like I owe it to all of the boys to stop keeping secrets from them. They seem to accept me for who I am, which I think is weird, but it's still nice.

After all my shower thinking I decided that to make it up to Vic today I would do everything he asks of me without complaining, because I know he loves me and means well, and he deserves to have a day without me rolling my eyes and fighting with him about food.

I was getting changed when Vic knocked on the bathroom door.

"It's open" I called out.

"Good morning Sweetie" Vic said as he walked in, I noticed he had the scale in his hands. He gave me a sad look and put it on the floor. I just kept telling myself to not get upset because this is for the best. Vic gave me a kiss on the forehead and whispered into my ear "I'm sorry baby" while he made me get on the scale.

"You don't have to be sorry Vicky, it's for the best" I said trying to sound hopeful, but I really didn't believe that, well maybe deep down I know it's going to help in the long run but I just hate it.

Vic typed the number that I was dying to see into his phone before putting it away and telling me that he was going to shower before we left for the day.

I didn't feel like being alone at the moment so I asked Vic if I could just stay in the bathroom and sit on the counter, thankfully he didn't find it weird and said yes.

"So what do you want to do today?" Vic asked me.

"Well I'm not too sure but we have to figure out what happened between Mike and Tony last night. Like oh my god Vic what if they did it. And yes I'm totally fangirling right now." I giggled thinking about the fact that Vic's supposedly very straight brother made out with Tony.

"Ugh I don't want to know if they did it; it's so weird to think that my best friend and brother made out. But fine we will meet up with them and you can ask all the fangirly questions you have"

It went silent for awhile after that just the occasional humming from Vic as he was washing his hair.

"So, um do you want to go anywhere particular, or eat anything in particular for breakfast?" Vic was first to break the silence and he sounded kind of nervous to be asking me about food, probably knowing that I hate breakfast the most and would rather not eat anything. But because today I am trying to not be a little shit I decided to give him an answer he would like.

"Umm, maybe we could go to the iHop and get some pancakes" I said it quietly hoping he wouldn't hear me but he did.

"Of course we can go there Sweets, anything for you." Vic replied while turning off the water, "Did you want to call and invite the boys, or would you rather it just be us?"

"I'll call everyone and see what their up too"

"Mmkay, I'll get ready then"

I hopped off the counter pecked my rather wet and clothesless Vic on the lips and went to find my phone.

Everyone agreed to come to breakfast in half an hour, so as soon as Vic was ready we were on our way. The walk was short but nice, it was a really sunny day but not too hot.

When we got to the restaurant everyone was already there. We sat down and Vic ordered me and him pancakes and fruit to share. Conversation was kept light for the first little bit, like "how are you's" and "remember when's" but I was just dying from the inner fangirl and blurted out at Mike and Tony "Did you guys do more than make out last night?"

The table went silent and everyone was staring at me but I wasn't letting this go, "well?" I asked them encouraging them for an answer. Both boys cheeks went bright red and Tony's mouth closed up; he looked like a turtle that went back into its shell. Mike was trying to say something but he was a stuttering mess until he looked at Tony and they both had a silent conversation with each other, when Mike turned back to me, he let out a shy and embarrassed "yes".

Both boys were so embarrassed but I was just exploding with excitement. "I knew it! Oh please tell me what happened" I begged to know but Vic and Jaime weren't as excited as me.

"Oh god please don't give details" Vic sounded disturbed, "I really don't want to hear about my brother and best friend getting it on."

"Yeah I don't want the details either, please, I'll pay you to not tell us what happened when you left the party," Jaime laughed.

"Awe guys come on its not that bad," Mike was joking, "and plus Jenna wants to know, I should respect a ladies wishes"

"Tony, Mike tell meeeee" I sounded like a 3 year old.

Both Tony and Mike seemed like they were enjoying the fact that Vic and Jaime were uncomfortable so they decided to speak up.

"I'm only gonna say one thing about it just for Jenna and Tony will do the same," Mike was looking at his brother clearly amused by the situation, "Vic you and I would never have guessed it but," Vic was groaning at the fact this was really happening, "Tony is a freak in the sheets, damn that boy is into some hot stuf-"

"Please for the love of god stop talking about having kinky sex with my friend." Vic interrupted.

We were all laughing about this whole thing when our food finally showed up. We were all quiet while eating which was nice. I even ate my entire half from the plate. When I took my last bight Vic was looking at me smiling. I put my head on his shoulder and just sat there admiring the people I was with.

"I'm proud of you Sweetie" Vic whispered to me and kissed my head.

Whenever Vic tells me he's proud of me it makes me feel so special on the inside. It's a really nice feeling to have someone be proud of you, it makes you feel like everything will be worth it in the end.