What Would It Take For You To Change?

You're My Everything

Chapter 36

~Jaime's POV~

I walked back to Jenna's room and slightly opened the door, I could hear her crying but it sounded muffled.

"Jelly-Bean, it's Jaime. Can I come in?" I asked softly only getting more sobs in response. I opened the door the rest of the way to see Jenna curled up on the bed with her face in a pillow.

I quickly walked over to the side of the bed and sat down rubbing Jenna's back. "Jenna, don't cry, it's going to be okay. I know it's really hard right now, but we're all here for you. Talk to me Sweets"

She sobbed for a little longer before pulling the pillow away from her face and rolled around to sit up and look at me. She just looked so defeated.

"Jenna, honey, tell me whats wrong" I asked as sweetly as possible. She opened her mouth to reply but instead she just broke into tears again but this time while hugging into my chest.

We just sat there hugging for awhile while I rubbed her back.

"I-I d-don't know if, if I c-an do this any-anymore" Jenna cried.

"What can't you do sweety?"

"Re-recover...Jaime I'm, I'm sc-ared" She whispered into me.

"Oh Jenna, recovery is a scary thing, but I know that you are strong enough to do it, so many good things will come out of it."

"I just...I have been this way for so long Jaime, I don't know how to let it go, this is my life."

"Oh Jenna, this isn't your life, your life is so much more than weight and food."

"I'm really scared" She whispered again.

"It's going to be okay, don't worry" I whispered back to her and kissed her head, "You'll be okay"

We sat in silence for a while just letting Jenna calm down.

"Is Vic okay?" Jenna whispered breaking the silence.

"He will be, he's just scared too. He really loves you Jenna, you know that right?"

"Yeah I know he does, I'm not too sure why though. But I really love him too." She admitted giggling into my chest.

"Hey there's that smile I love, I thought we had lost it for awhile there." I poked her cheeks smiling at her.

"Shut up Jaime" Jenna giggled more.

"Hey, are you ready to go out of the room yet?" I asked.

"Not yet, but...will you help me with something?" She asked shyly.

"Of course I will, what is it?"

"Help me make a card for Vic?" She asked.

"Okay sure, what's going to be on the card?"

"25 reasons why I love him, I know it's cheesy but that's how many days we've known each other slash been dating. I just want him to know that I'm sorry for everything and I love him lots." She giggled.

"Awe sure I'll help you. What should I do?" She was acting all cute and happy right now like she wasn't just balling her eyes out. God she's such a strong girl I just wish she would realize it.

"Ummm you grab the felts from over there," she pointed to a drawer, "and I'll grab a piece of paper and then we can each right half so it gets done quicker, I'll write #1-15 and you do 16-25, don't worry I'll tell you what they are as we go."

"Okay" I said and went to find the felts. We laid down on the bed and started working on the card. It was so cute and I was fangirling a little inside because of that. Once it was finished and all decorated Jenna put it on his pillow and made the bed.