What Would It Take For You To Change?

I Want You To Stay

Chapter 32: I Want You To Stay

~Jenna's POV~

The party was going nicely and everyone was having fun. Vic and Tony were even talking! I felt actually happyish. Like usually at parties when I see everyone having fun and smiling it just makes me feel horrible, but not tonight.

I let Vic chill with everyone for a few hours before I decided to steal him away.

"Can we go for a walk?" I quietly asked him.

"Of course" He said smiling.

Vic put his hand in mine and I led us away from the people to walk down the beach. We were walking in comfortable silence along the shore with our feet in the water. Everything just felt so perfect right now.

After a few minutes Vic broke the silence, "You look really beautiful tonight"

"Thank you" I said blushing, thank god that it's dark out so he can't see.

I looked behind us and felt like we were far enough away from everyone to have privacy. "Do you want to sit?" I asked gesturing to a log.

"Sure"

We sat down in front of the log so we were leaning against it. We watched the water moving gently against the sand while cuddling against each other.

"Do you remember the first day we met? When we came down to the beach?" I asked.

"Of course I do. I remember meeting you in a coffee shop then you brought us all to the beach, it was such a perfect day." Vic said while drawing little shapes on my leg.

"There's something I never told you about that day.." I trailed off.

"What is it Sweetie?"

"That morning when I woke up, I told myself that I was ready, ready to die." I felt like it was finally time to tell Vic the truth about everything, to let go of all the things I've been keeping inside. Not all right now, but it was time to start. "I told myself that I would wait until the end of the day, to see if I still had it in me. When I went to school that morning and everyone was being horrible to me, I ran away knowing that I was ready. When I ended up in that coffee shop I just needed to calm myself down for a moment so I could think about it all properly." A few tears slipped from my eyes as I recalled the memories. Vic wiped them away and held me closer. "But then I met you guys; the heroes who had been constantly saving my life up until that point, when the music wasn't enough anymore. You guys talked to me like I was actually important. Then when you took me for a walk along the shore and I broke down, you stayed, you stayed that night at my house without a second thought. Vic you were the first person in my life to not leave, and that day when you were there with me, I decided to let my guard down and fall in love with you. And so far that has been the best decision I have ever made. I love you, Vic, I love you so god damn much. And I just thought that I'd let you know why"

Vic didn't say anything after that and I was actually really scared. But I instantly felt better when Vic turned my head to face his and he kissed me. After a second he pulled away and said "I love you too" in the most sincere voice before kissing me again.

I feel so good after telling Vic that and knowing that he loves me too, no matter what. He makes me feel like the happy girl I used to be.

Our kisses were slow and passionate but I thought it was time to step things up a level. I moved my body so I was now straddling him and started kissing him deeper and grinded against him.

"You know there's no one around?" I asked cheekily.

"Yeah? And what would you like to do in our loneliness?"

"I think you know.."

When Vic pushed me down onto my back and got on top of me I knew that he was okay about before.

He took control of the situation and removed our shirts. He started kissing my neck, finding all of the spots that I loved. I let my hands roam down his body to his pants. I undid the zipper and button and started pulling them off.

~Vic's POV~

The things Jenna just told me held so much meaning. It made me understand so much more about her and why she hates when I leave her alone. All she ever wanted was someone to stay, and I did. And I'm so glad I did because I don't think that I could handle knowing that she had killed herself. She made me so happy, and I love her.

Since the first time Jenna and I have ever done something sexual I have learned that she uses sex to get out of situations that make her nervous. It's a blessing and a curse, because once I realised this I thought I should use it to my advantage and talk to her about why she feels nervous about some things and help her face the problems, but she always manages to get me to keep my mouth shut by making me...well you know...excited.

I didn't want to ruin this moment with talking anymore, so I decided to go through with Jenna's plans of distracting me with her beautiful body.

We were both naked now and I was just about to give her what she was begging for when someone decided to oh so rudely interrupt us...

"Vic! You'll never believe what just happened!" It was a drunk Jaime walking towards us.

Jenna looked at me with panic in her eyes, and frankly I didn't know what to do either.

"Jaime, I'm uh a little busy right now" I replied hoping he'd understand to not walk any closer, but I had no such luck.

"No dude you have to hear thi-Oh My God, I'm uh sorry, I uh didn't, umm...hi Jenna, sorry"

"Hi" Jenna managed to choke out.

Jaime was just standing there staring at us, probably in shock of just witnessing his friends about to have sex.

"Could you turn around for a moment" I asked. When he did I quickly got off Jenna and handed her, her clothes and put my boxers on. I was more worried about Jenna getting clothes on than me so I helped her pick up all her things and put them on.

I was glad I did because Jamie turned around just as I finished zipping up her zipper. I was still mostly naked but it's nothing the boys haven't seen before. I started putting my pants on and Jamie apologized again while laughing.

"Just shut up and tell me what you wanted." I said frustrated.

"Oh right. Haha okay so we were all playing dare or dare and well Mike got dared to kiss Tony, right? So you think it would be just an innocent kiss on the cheek or maybe lips but noooooo." Jaime was so excited I just wanted to tell him what was so important about this, it's just a silly dare. "so Tony tried to say no but before he could Mike went over to him and full on kissed him. But wait for it...it didn't end there. Mike pushed Tony onto the ground and got on top of him and they started making out!"

I was so confused right now. I honestly didn't believe it, my tuff brother Mike made out with Tony, and Tony let him? How fucking drunk are they? Jenna seemed just as surprised because she was laughing at the thought.

"Yeah it was crazy! And the funniest part was Kellin video taped the whole thing and when they finished and Mike got up Kellin got on film that Mike and Tony both had tents in their pants!" Jaime laughed.

"I don't believe it" I laughed.

"You gotta see the video man, you have too"

Jenna looked at me with amusement in her eyes, "We have to go watch it right now." She told me.

"Okay come on" I replied. Jenna jumped on my back and me and Jaime walked back to the party.