Not all Nightmares are bad (Nightmare Sans X reader)

Chapter 44- A Look at the Past

Everyone is else was talking about the....plan. Nightmare was being very specific, at least with them. He asked me to stay put at the other side of the room. I was doing my best to not notice to focus with something else. I touched the rim of the candle.

It was so long ago.

I moved the chair and sat down looking at the desk. I looked back at them, then I looked back at the book in front of me. I open it up and flip around the back of the book. The pages are blank...

I grab a pencil that was on the side. I pick it up and hold it on the paper. Write something. I sighed.

'I was around 17 when I met you.' I took the pencil off. I looked back at him. 'You looked terrifying. I was scared of you, you toyed around with me. You hurt my friends my family. I was going to crush you hurt you to protect those I loved. A few months later, it happened. You were caught in a golden locket. My golden locket. Captured and trapped. I was told to keep you in there, that way you would never get out. I would never let you out. I made a mistake. I was never supposed to take that locket off. I had forgotten about that. So I took it off. When I did there was no more protection. I was gone and you were free. When I realized what had happened I panicked. Of course I did. You were back into the world that was your farm. It took almost two years to ever see you again. I knew you were there. I felt your presences constantly, but I never told any of them, I didn't want to get in trouble. So I consoled in trying to capture you myself of course when ever I saw you again. But I never did see you again, until that summer day, two years later I was already in college, learning about the whole business life to take my mother's company as soon as I graduated. It was a win win at the end. I never really sought out for love. Not because I was frightened but because it didn't interest me at the time. I was out on a run. Taking a break and getting fit. I went around campus back to my dorm. Thank God I didn't have a roommate. They would've freaked out. That isn't my point. I saw you at least your skeleton shadow near the kitchen counter, at first I thought I was going crazy. But I wasn't. It was you but as a shadow. I didn't know what to do. I thought I would've been panicking, frightened in fact, I wasn't. I was more tired than anything. I asked you to show yourself. And you did it without a question. We looked at each other for a moment. I looked at you to see if was really you. Guess I wasn't hallucinating. It really was you. I remember grabbing my locket ready to open it. But you told me.

'I just want to talk, please?'

'And I listened. To everything, it's as if I was some type of therapist. Of course we kept our distance. I had my locket ready for anything, but nothing ever happened you talked, thanked me, and disappeared. I was just standing there clueless after that, being full of regret from not doing my job for letting you go free. You could have hurt somebody. But for some reason I didn't mind talking to you, maybe cause I was alone. But that didn't matter you were my enemy and I couldn't trust you. At least that's what I told myself. Soon after that encounter I knew what sensation I got from you. So whenever you were near I knew. You weren't able to hide it very well. Also cause when you were around some people got very, upset. But that wasn't for me. I don't know if it's because of my soul, powers, or just cause I was so used to you I didn't have a reaction anymore? I didn't really know why. Eventually after a year of having you around you started to show yourself as if everything was normal like you lived with me or something. It was a little heart warming. Maybe because I was off in college and we'll I didn't have a roommate or anything ya know, I was lonely. Eventually I stopped, I wasn't so worried. But even though your brother didn't know neither did everyone else. So I guess you were my little secret? Sounds gross when I write it out. But that isn't my point, we hung out more if that's what you wanted to call it I don't know but we talked you helped me with test cause we all know, I hate business, but for the sake of my mom's job I took it. I just don't like the stress. I thanked you for that. This happened for the rest of college, then about 6 more years we still saw each other, so 10 years we talked and hung out, weird seeing that from former enemies. But we talked and talked and talked. By then I was working at my mom's company. You helped me out with it all, that was very surprising. I had no idea that, that friendship was ever going to do me any good. I remember there was this shooting star watching thing going on, on Mt Ebott and you wanted to drag me with you. I completely refused. I'm not about being with crowds so much beside if I wanted to get a view all I had to do I go on the roof of the company building. So you told me,