Grey Paladin | Pidge x Reader (2018)

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Your POV
*About two hours later*

*Knock*
I try and ignore the sudden knocking at the door. I am not in the mood.

*Knock*
Just ignore it.

*Knock*
"Allura I'm really not in the mood!" I impulsively scream. Oops.

"Uh, it's not Allura." Keith says quietly, opening the door. The light coming in makes me squint my eyes, although it's still dark. My eyes sting from the tears.

"What?" I ask, wiping the tear from my face.

"Can you talk? It's been a few days since I've seen you, and a lot has happened since." He asks. His face is bright red, his eyes also red and glossy.

"Yeah," I reply, sitting up straight.

Shutting the door, he turns on the light and walks over to my bed, where I'm sitting.

"So, Shiro's gone, which you most likely already know-" He starts.

"Yeah," I sigh.

"Which scares me," He adds. "He could be anywhere. And, I don't know where he is! I wish I could have stopped it from happening!" A tear rolls down his face.

"I know." I start to cry again. "I wish I could've too."

"And... Something else happened, and I just.... Ugh!" He starts.

"What happened?" I ask, concerned.

"I've had nobody to talk about this to, with Shiro gone, and you healing so it's been on my chest for days, and it's been really awkward and-" He rambles.

"Tell me." I say, anxiously.

"I... I broke up with Lance." He says, tears falling down his face.

"Oh!" I gasp. "What happened?!"

"Hunk was talking, and he brought up when we were all septated in the wormhole jump, and... He brought up Lance flirting with a bunch of like... Mermaids, and he was trying to tell Hunk to shut up, so I yelled at him, and asked him if it's true. He said yes, and I asked Hunk and Lance to tell me everything, Hunk said he was flirting, and almost kissed a mermaid. I broke up with him, and we haven't talked since."

"That cheating jerk!" I yell.

He shushes me. "Too loud!"
"And, I don't know... Just my whole thing is just, why date me when you're just gonna flirt with all the girls in existence?! Like I'm not even sure if he even likes guys at this point, or if he just dated me cause he felt bad for me or something."

"He's just a jerk!" I say, hugging him. "There's nothing to feel bad for, you're great!"

"Yeah right." He says, sadly.

"Shut up! I'm not going to listen to you talk bad about yourself Keith!" I scold him, pulling away from the hug.

"Ok, Jeez!" He fake laughs.

We talk for a while, until there's another knock on the door.

*Knock*

"Who is it?" I ask.

"Pidge!" The girl on the other side of the door responds.

I look at Keith, he shrugs his shoulders. "Come in!" I yell.

She walks in, closing the door.

"Hey, I brought you some food since you didn't show up to dinner." She says, handing me a plate of food.

"Thanks." I say, taking the food.

We all three sit there in silence for a while, while I eat. Keith eventually leaves, and I decide to take my plate to the kitchen, Pidge tags along. I explain to her everything going on between Lance and Keith, and how Keith is really depressed and keeps beating himself up for it.

Lance's POV

"Ugh!" I scream into my pillow in frustration. How did I screw up this badly?!

I eventually decide to go get a glass of water, to take my mind off things. That should help. Maybe. Probably not. Ugh! I cannot think straight!

As I approach the kitchen I overhear [Y/N] and Pidge talking. I stop, to listen, and kind of hide.

"Yeah, he told me how much of a jerk Lance has been. He was flirting with a bunch of girls, almost kissed one, and expected Keith to just be ok with it. So Keith broke up with him. He's not handling it well though, he keeps beating himself up about it. I just can't believe Lance just took advantage of him, when he was just going to flirt with every girl ever in existence. It's sad, because he really did love him!" [Y/N] says.

"That's messed up!" Pidge replies.

I walk back to my room, crying. It's my fault! I didn't mean to hurt him! I love him! I don't want him blaming himself! Why am I so stupid?! I love him so much, and now I can't call him my own anymore. I treated him horribly, and now he's gone. I screwed this up just like everything!

(A/N) Oof. Sorry for all the angsty. Don't come @ me! They'll get better I promise, just want some drama. 🖤🖤