Brotherly Love (BTS X READER) *Book 1*

Hey Guys

     Hey readers. This is just a little heart to heart coming from your author, plus a question for y'all at the end. (Some of this is a bit irrelevant, but there are also parts that I feel like you deserve to know too just as well as my Quotev readers)

     I noticed that a lot of you were very happy about my update today, and that honestly makes me really happy too. You guys have so many nice things to say, and I love hearing about your reactions to different parts of the story, and I love answering your questions and such. Please continue to leave your comments and opinions and reactions in the comment section, believe me I love to hear them! I always find it so amazing to know that you guys can get so into my writing, so I always love it when you guys post about how different parts made you feel, how you reacted when you read certain scenes. And if any of you are ever confused about something, ask about it in the comments! I read all of the comments, so if you ask a question I'll answer it.

     Anyways, this is kind of where the heart to heart comes in. I know plenty of readers probably won't care much about this stuff lol, I know I usually didn't when I would read other fan fics, but for those of you who care, I kinda want to give you a little look into my life.

     So, one reason I've been unable to update was due to a lot of stress, and business. Specifically in the last few months where I was the least active, I was absolutely smothered with assignments from school. When I would get home everyday, I would almost immediately start working on various assignments and homework, generally all the way until I had to go to sleep. I had virtually no free time whatsoever. I had no time to write or draw or read or even listen to music.

     More unfortunately, I've been in a tough mental state. Like many of you have probably seen often in this day and age, I suffer from anxiety, and my casual anxiety seems to be at an all time high these times. I've also been somewhat prone to little depressive episodes, though I wouldn't say I have depression, I haven't been diagnosed at least. However, I think the reason I'm so mentally vulnerable is due to my parents divorcing this year. It kind of made my life flip flop, and I had to go through a lot of major changes. Not to mention I'm still a kid, my hormones are raging and doing all kinds of weird stuff to my brain (not like sexy hormones, but emotional things and stuff). So, that added a lot to my stress and mental pressure, so I unfortunately lost interest in a lot of the things I love. I lost the motivation to do those things, and I blamed it on my lack of time. While that was definitely true, I'm sure I didn't have to become so distant from all my favorite hobbies. And I'm sorry I became so distant from this story in particular. I knew that you guys were waiting on it, but while I primarily didn't have time to work on it in the first place, I couldn't seem to motivate myself to work on it, and since I drifted away from music, I didn't have much inspiration either.

     Anyways, enough with all that lame, sad stuff. I just figured that you guys should know what was really holding me back. Now, I'm going to spend this summer, relaxing myself. I'm going to get back into my hobbies, and I'm definitely going to get back into this story. Life is something that changes, the challenge is whether or not we can work through it. I'm going to do my best from now on to not let things get in the way of my happiness. If any of y'all reading this are having a similar struggle, follow my lead. Use your time to do what you know is he best for your head. Don't distance yourself from the things you love like I did, it will only make you more upset. Just understand that what happens happens, and everything happens for a reason. In the end, it will turn out for the better. So just push through, and eventually you will feel that everything is right again. To all of you who said all the nice things in the comments, and who stuck with my story, thank you. It makes me smile knowing that I can make other people, people who I don't know, and people who don't know me, happy. I'm glad to know that I make you guys happy.

     Now, for the question that I mentioned at the beginning of this note. As your author, it's important to me to please you guys. So, I would like to know what you guys would like to see happen in this book. I've had a basic outline for the story in my head, but there's a lot of finer details that I've just developed as I went with the flow. But I want to know what you guys want to see. I'll pick some of my favorite ideas and use them as themes in the story later on, mixed and matched with some of my own ideas of course. It's still my story after all. ;)

     So, what would you like to see in this story? You can comment your ideas or message them to me if you prefer. Either way, tell me your ideas! I want to know them!

     So, thanks you guys, see you in the next chapter!

Bye!!